angel of sadness

• aidiyet hissi uyandırıp duygulandıran, a camp şarkısı.
  
  something's watching over me
  there's someone in my house that i can't see
  i've asked her many times to leave
  she tells me she's not evil
  
  in my hours of confidence
  when feeling real and worthy of my friends
  when i let go of my defence
  she's waiting in a corner
  
  angel of sadness, leave me alone
  save me some hours to try on my own
  when the music is over, the silence is on
  you know i will be yours alone
  so pick me up and carry me home
  
  life with her is getting hard
  it's like i'm not the driver of my own car
  i'm not the holder of my credit card
  oh jesus, make me sober
  
  misery comes and lovers go
  i lose myself and sometimes i don't know
  she says i've always told you so
  but i'll stay with you forever
  
  angel of sadness, leave me alone
  save me some hours to try on my own
  when the music is over, the silence is on
  you know i will be yours alone
  so pick me up and carry me home
  
  angel of sadness, angel of grief
  save me some hours, and please... can you leave?
  when the music is over, the silence is on
  i'll be completely on my own
  but i'll work it out and find me a home