de rebus que greunter

• a small boy and a grey heavendan caliban parçası.
  
  what urge me to do right?
  the emptiness - the conciousness of living in
  the void of the feral muting against the vacant - cold
  void - the incensed endeavour to
  rescing the fact of vacuty to be doomed
  neverthless - my imagination - just symbols or
  repressed desires? - vision of adoration and
  death? - and the disillusion of living in
  a world that has to be rescued - an age
  that is sainted to mental decline and
  my incapability to struggle for liberation
  my last minute should not be marked
  by the realization that i never really lived