disengagement

• insomnium'un since the day it all came down albümünün 9. parçası
  
  what solemnity can be found in this death?
  a traitor's smile, the honour of betrayal
  
  how comfort could be found in the dreariest of nights?
  what solace for guilt-driven mind, tarnished heart?
  two crestfallen figures clinging together in fathomless dark
  in maelstrom of despair dimming each other's shine
  
  and half of his blood runs like mine - kindred spirit to me
  but the gleam in his eyes remind of the one who is gone forever
  
  when dreams carry me past this life, to thin shrouding mist
  i rest in silence, in place lifeless and desolate
  
  long are midwinter's nights as the will to live has died
  evanescent the unwarming light, evoking memories of life
  - of the life long lost, buried in ashes of love and joy
  
  and half of his blood bleeds like mine - kindred spirit, yet free
  but the gleam in his eyes abates for my guilt shackles him too
  
  what sublimity can be found in this love?
  weakling's trust, the moral of deceiver
  
  there's no future for a son under this burden of grief
  no leading to walk aside this tormented ghost
  two crestfallen figures clinging together in fathomless dark
  in maelstrom of despair father suppressing the only shine
  
  as the end is slowly looming our paths must now diverge
  pressure slowly easing, shackles unchained, uplifting
  
  beyond many a weary league
  where dimming light gives birth to evening stars
  at the treelines of distant, devouring woods
  await my demons, embodying this longing
  
  better to sleep now on stranger's porch, find home on foreign soil
  brighter the sun to a forsaken child than to a father in despair
  disencumbered from this grief with the most cruel way
  deserted to be alone, abandoned to be free
• ing. ayrılma, ilgiyi kesme, kaldırma, parçalanma.
• sentenced sarkısı..
  
  darkness fills the life
  covers the tired mind
  like the darkest damnation
  anxiety, oppression
  
  a wounded soul
  manages to escape
  from exhausted body,
  from the bleeding prison
  disengagement, dark visions,
  forgotten personality
  
  feeling of loss
  nocturnal suffocation
  tears like blood
  stench of decayed
  
  alone...
  without a body
  life...
  is turned to hell
  
  living in emptiness
  torture of the timeless
  into the black pieces
  of total chaos and sorrow
  
  no blessing
  no chances to survive
  leads the way
  to infernal death
  disengagement, dark visions
  forgotten personalities
• opeth'imsi leziz bir insomnium parçası.
  
  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ltmghztsdwi