feelsbadman

• sessiz ve derinden gelen bir manchester orchestra parçası.
  
  ı could feel a hot one taking me down
  for a moment, ı could feel the force
  fainted to the point of tears
  and you were holding on to make a point
  what's the point?
  
  ı'm but a clean man, stable and alone man
  make it so ı won't have to try
  the faces always stay the same
  so ı face the fact that ı'm just fine
  ı said that ı'm just fine
  
  ı remember, head down,
  after you had found out
  manna is a hell of a drug
  and ı need a little more, ı think
  because enough is never quite enough
  what's enough?
  
  ı took it like a grown man crying on the pavement
  hoping you would show your face
  but ı haven't heard a thing you've said
  ın at least a couple hundred days
  what'd you say?
  
  ı was in the front seat, shaking it out
  and ı was asking if you felt alright
  ı never want to hear the truth
  ı want to hear your voice, it sounded fine
  my voice, it sounded fine
  
  ı could feel my heartbeat taking me down
  and for the moment, ı would sleep alright
  ınvading with a selfish fear
  to keep me up another restless night
  another restless night
  
  the blood was dry, it was sober
  the feeling of audible cracks
  and ı could tell it was over
  from the curtains that hung from your neck
  
  and ı realized that then you were perfect
  and my teeth ripping out of my head
  and it looked like a painting ı once knew
  back when my thoughts weren't entirely intact
  
  to pray for what ı thought were angels
  ended up being ambulances
  and the lord showed me dreams of my daughter
  she was crying inside your stomach
  
  and ı felt love again