half way up my head

• suicidal tendencies'in freedumb albümünün belki de en vurucu şarkısı. sözlerini de yazayım tam olsun.
  
  i don't know what is it
  but i'm acting like i know
  i don't like what i see
  but i never let it show
  you can not understand
  what you were not meant to find
  so i lock it in a vault
  halfway up my head
  halfway up my head
  
  halfway up head
  halfway up my head - that's where it got stuck
  if you're trying to change me - well you're just out of luck
  i know what i am and how i must be
  halfway up my head
  
  halfway up my head
  it got stuck
  halfway up my head
  
  halfway up my head in a back of a file
  i put up a front with a wink and a smile
  all of the things that you've done and you've said
  halfway up my head halfway up my head
  
  halfway up my head
  it got stuck
  halfway up my head
  
  when i don't know what to think
  then i don't know what to say
  when i don't know what to do
  i still do it anyway
  
  so if i sound confused
  you're listening all wrong
  i take it piece by piece
  and i cut what gets to long
  halfway up my head
  
  halfway up my head
  that's where it got lost
  don't like what you said so the message got tossed
  you can not lock up what was meant to run free
  the spirit in me, the spirit in me
  i don't ask for no help and i won't