i can barely breathe

• cosmus br manchester orchestra sarkisi. tum albumu dinledim, indie yapan gencler bunlar; fakat bu sarki bi ayri, bi apayri bisey. sozlerini de yazayim tam olsun ;
  
  --- spoiler ---
  
  "i can barely breathe"
  
  when the dark flood came
  we wrapped ourselves inside a dirty blanket
  citing different opinions
  on whether we should move
  
  when the houses came
  they ate up everyone like they were fishes
  saying, "come on, come on
  its the end of the world"
  
  and then i saw your face
  you're turning skin into a dirty secret
  i watched the beauties, watched the fire
  and the fire burn the beauty in their eyes
  
  when i took the blame
  we layed in ruins trying to quote your phrase
  we're yelling, "someone's got the answers,
  but i'd rather think there's nothing to be found"
  
  if you knew i was dying would it change you?
  
  so when you see me falling backwards down the wall that says i'm still alive,
  don't be cautious when i'm cautiously approaching on the other side
  everybody has their reasons, that's the reason we're all going to die
  
  because if seeing is believing,
  then believe that we have lost our eyes
  
  when i fly solo, i fly so high
  don't touch me now.
  
  we all deserve something
  
  --- spoiler ---
  
  ozellikle "if you knew i was dying would it change you?" kismi ve "when i fly solo, i fly so high" kismi adami fena carpiyo. hafif bir clann zu - one bedroom apartment ve matthew good - champions of nothing havasi yakaladim ben bu sarkida. birakmiyorum, birakamiyorum, birakmayayim.
  
  (bkz: adami anlamsizcasina tokatlayan sarkilar)
• "when i fly solo, i fly so high" derken bir ucundan tutunmak istedim, gözlerimi kapadım. tam o anda "don't touch me now" ile darmadağın oldum.
  
  müziğe mi yanayım, sözlere mi yanayım. kulaklarıma mı inanayım, ağzına mı sıçayım ayten...
• anlam bütünlüğü sağlayamadığım ama her dizesi farklı koyan manchester orchestra parçası. manchester orchestra'nın virgin'inden sonra en sevdiğim.