o solitude

• john keats'in o solitude if i must with thee dwell isimli şiiri böyle başlar: ey yalnızlık, eğer seninle yaşamak zorundaysam...
  
  o solitude! if i must with thee dwell,
  let it not be among the jumbled heap
  of murky buildings: climb with me the steep, -
  nature's observatory -whence the dell,
  in flowery slopes, its river's crystal swell,
  may seem a span; let me thy vigils keep
  'mongst boughs pavilioned, where the deer's swift leap
  startles the wild bee from the foxglove bell.
  but though i'll gladly trace these scenes with thee,
  yet the sweet converse of an innocent mind,
  whose words are images of thoughts refined,
  is my soul's pleasure; and it sure must be
  almost the highest bliss of human-kind,
  when to thy haunts two kindred spirits flee.
• elendin ruha dinginlik getiren altı dakikalık mükemmel parçası.
• braggtown'da da şahane bir branford marsalis yorumu bulunan henry purcell bestesi.
• z 406 katalog numarali henry purcell sarkisi.. alfred deller ya da gerard lesne'den dinlenmelidir. katherine philip tarafindan fransiz sair antoine girard de saint-amant'in (1594-1661) "la solitude" adli siirinden tercume edilip adapte edilmis olan sozleri de soyledir:
  
  o solitude, my sweetest choice!
  places devoted to the night,
  remote from tumult and from noise,
  how ye my restless thoughts delight!
  o solitude, my sweetest choice!
  o heav'ns! what content is mine
  to see these trees, which have appear'd
  from the nativity of time,
  and which all ages have rever'd,
  to look today as fresh and green
  as when their beauties first were seen.
  o, how agreeable a sight
  these hanging mountains do appear,
  which th' unhappy would invite
  to finish all their sorrows here,
  when their hard fate makes them endure
  such woes as only death can cure.
  o, how i solitude adore!
  that element of noblest wit,
  where i have learnt apollo's lore,
  without the pains to study it.
  for thy sake i in love am grown
  with what thy fancy does pursue;
  but when i think upon my own,
  i hate it for that reason too,
  because it needs must hinder me
  from seeing and from serving thee.
  o solitude, o how i solitude adore!
• branford marsalis'in enstrumental, klarnet ve piyanodan olusan versiyonu da bir lezzet bombardimanidir.
• le tout nouveau testament da 3. havarinin müziği.
  
  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i4qm2uenke8
• andreas scholl'dan dinlemenizi şiddetle önerirdim ama bunu yapmayacağım.
  
  bazı bünyelere ağır gelebilir. eğer yalnızlıkla yaşamak zorundaysanız üzülmek için çaba sarfetmeyin, şarkı da zaten böyle başlıyor. sizin yerinize hüzünlendirme işini halleder.
  
  konu yalnızlıksa derhal aklınıza ilk gelen, sevdiğiniz biri ile iletişime geçin. kendinize eziyet etmeyin.
  
  (bkz: henry purcell)
• pantheist'in 2003 tarihli aynı adlı albümünün açılış parçası.
  
  --- lyrics ---
  
  o, how it hurts
  the sting of solitude!
  ı'm quenching on my own
  my solitude is going to kill me
  
  o, how they tighten
  the ropes around my neck!
  what have ı done to myself?
  from this self-made hell
  who is going to save me?
  
  as ı'm laying here
  with my eyes closed
  ı can see you smiling, drowning in joy
  ı reach out my arms; beg to touch your face
  but you stand there motionless
  waving from the other side
  
  childhood memories: tears of happiness in my eyes
  sitting in the middle of a crowded room
  around me joyous faces -those who loved me
  they are all here for me -ı'm the pride of the room
  beautiful paintings on the walls
  someone throws a match into the fireside...
  
  where are they now? please, tell me!
  as this pain cuts me in two
  and nobody is here to heal my open wounds
  alone ı am dying, alone ı am crying
  ı pray for time to come and take
  the remains of what seems to have been me...
  
  even the shadows of time have abandoned me
  they left terrified by the empty look
  on my scarred face
  time has forgotten me
  ı'm getting older every day but ı never die
  
  "the time has come to end your life:say a last goodbye to the world"
  "ı can't do such a thing"
  "what are you waiting for? the world doesn't need you. die like a honourable man"
  "never! ı shall live and learn to bear this damned pain!"
  --- lyrics ---
• pantheist'in 2003 tarihli stüdyo albümü.
  
  1- o solitude
  2- don't mourn
  3- time
  4- envy us
  5- curse of the morning light
  6- the pains of sleep
  
  (bkz: #120644369)
• nancy argenta'dan dinlemek icin;
  
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