say goodbye hollywood

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  sayin' goodbye, say goodbye to hollywood
  sayin' goodbye, say goodbye to hollywood
  sayin' goodbye, say goodbye to hollywood
  sayin' goodbye, say goodbye to hollywood
  (hollywood), sayin' goodbye, sayin' goodbye to hollywood
  (why do i feel this way), sayin' goodbye, sayin' goodbye to hollywood
  sayin' goodbye, say goodbye to hollywood
  sayin' goodbye, say' goodbye to hollywood
  
  i thought i had it all figured out, i did
  i thought i was tough enough to stick it out with kim
  but i wasn't tough enough to juggle two things at once
  i found myself layin' on my knees in cuffs
  which should've been a reason enough, for me to get my stuff and just leave
  how come i couldn't see this shit myself, it's just me
  nobody couldn't see the shit i felt
  knowin' damn well she wasn't gonna be there when i fell, to catch me
  the minute shit was heated she just bailed
  i'm standin' here swingin' on like thirty people by myself
  i couldn't even see the millimetere when it fell
  turned around saw gary stashin' the heater in his belt
  saw the bouncers rush him and beat him to the ground
  i just sold two million records, i don't need to go to jail
  i'm not about to lose my freedom over no female
  i need to slow down
  try to get my feet on solid ground, so for now i'm...
  
  bury my face in comic books, cause i don't want to look
  at nothin', this world's too much
  i've swallowed all i could
  if i could swallow a bottle of tylenol i would, and end it for good
  just say goodbye to hollywood
  i probably should, these problems are piling all at once
  cause everything that bothers me, i got it bottled up
  i think i'm bottomin' out
  but i'm not about to give up, i gotta get up
  thank god, i got a little girl
  and i'm a responsible father
  so not a lot of good, i'd be to my daughter layin' in the bottom of the mud
  must be in my blood cause i don't know how i do it
  all i know is i don't want to follow in the footsteps of my dad
  cause i hate him so bad
  the worst fear that i had was growin' up to be like his fuckin' ass, man
  if you could understand why i am the way that i am
  what do i say to my fans, when i tell 'em i'm...
  
  i don't wanna quit, but shit, i feel like this is it
  for me to have this much appeal like this is sick
  this is not a game, this fame, in real life this is sick
  publicity stunt my ass, conceal my fuckin' dick
  fuck the guns, i'm done, i'll never look at gats
  if i scrap, i'll scrap like i ain't never whooped some ass
  i love my fans
  but no one ever puts a grasp on the fact i've sacrificed everything i have
  i never dreamt i'd get to the level that i'm at, this is whack
  this is more than i ever could of asked
  everywhere i go, a hat, a sweater hood, or mask
  what about math, how come i wasn't ever good at that
  it's like the boy in the bubble, who never could adapt, i'm trapped
  if i could go back, i never woulda rapped
  i sold my soul to the devil, i'll never get it back
  i just wanna leave this game with level head intact
  imagine goin' from bein' a no one to seein',
  everything blow up and all you did was just grow
  up emceeing
  it's fuckin' crazy
  cause all i wanted was to give hailie the life i never had
  but instead i forced us to live alienated, so i'm sayin'...
  
  goodbye, goodbye hollywood, (goodbye),
  please don't cry for me, when i'm gone for good, (this shit is not for me),
  so goodbye, goodbye hollywood,
  (i'm not a fuckin' star), please don't cry
  for me, when i'm gone for good, (i'm goin' back home)...