the era of changes

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  i am the beholder
  of what the future might bring
  have no longer a part in
  the belief of our blood divine
  no matter what choices i make
  they are now a part in my life
  dark impressions surrounding my mind
  as they enter in my subconscious
  
  it feels like i am cursed and sentenced
  banished away from this realm
  they stole what was left of me
  rang the curfew of life
  
  i asked for answers
  but all i got was lies
  perhaps they didnt mean it that way
  but still...
  frightened by their presence
  denied their existance for years
  but as my knowledge grew older
  i realised they have examined me piece by piece
  
  in this era of changes
  i cannot remember my past
  my dreams and memories
  an essenial part of me
  years of struggling
  to figure out when they arrived
  i found the horrible truth
  in this era of changes
  
  i smell the brimstone
  i can see the owl
  they are all around me
  watching every step i take
  my mind rejects the scenario
  overwhelmed by fear
  too vast for me to grip or handle
  my mind chooses the easy way out
  
  "they have been here for centuries, perhaps since
  the beginning of time, and have in silence been
  manipulating the genetic evolution of our breed.
  documents of their presence, their part in
  the scientific revolution found as way back
  as in the time of the ancient sumerians."
  
  i can't take no more
  i can't handle the truth
  i'm losing controll
  i'm losing my mind
  
  in this era of changes
  i cannot remember my past
  my dreams and memories
  an essenial part of me
  years of struggling
  to figure out when they arrived
  i found the horrible truth
  in this era of changes