2011 çıkışlı the cimmerian years
albümünde yer alan thurisaz şarkısı.
i looked myself in the eyes
perhaps a glance of misperception
the weary twilight in my soul
i long for comforting words
i'm scared but i try to smile
repentant for all my sins
will i ever be the same again?
i'll wait to face the prison of my life
the remnant of old and painful memories
imperceptible to come, yet so harmful to all
i taste love and hate
a blindfold for a clear insight
incomprehensible delusions and denial
i agonize my self-hatred
i reminisce the endless afterbirth
i fall on my knees
and surrender to my demise
i conceal myself right now
just in case your darker half should try to get out
is it all worth while?
'cause near the end we all long to die