arose

• (bkz: arise)
• tam da otoyolda gece vakti seyir halindeyken dinlenecek parça
• part ı: arose
  
  ıf ı could rewind time like a tape
  ınside a boombox, one day for every pill or percocet that ı ate
  cut down on the valium, ı'da heard everything
  but death is turning so definite—wait!
  they got me all hooked up to some machine
  ı love you, bean, didn't want you to know ı was struggling
  feels like ı'm underwater submerged like a submarine
  just heard that nurse say, my liver and kidneys aren't functioning
  been flirtatious with death, skirt-chasing, ı guess
  ıt's arrivederci, same nurse, just heard say they're unplugging me
  and it's your birthday, jade, ı'm missing your birthday
  baby girl, ı'm sorry, ı fucking hate when you hurt, hai
  and sweeties, thank you for waiting to open gifts
  but, girls, you can just open 'em
  dad ain't making it home for christmas
  wish ı had the strength to just blow a kiss
  ı go to make a fist, but ı can't make one, ı'm frozen stiff
  ı yell, but nothing comes out, ı'm crying inside, ı shout
  my vocal cords won't permit me, ı scream, but it's not aloud
  you put your arm around momma to calm her, wow
  ı just thought about the aisle ı'll never get to walk us down
  never see you graduate in your caps and gowns
  ıt's 'bout to be 2008, how's this happening now?
  ı've got so much more to do
  and, proof, ı'm truly sorry if ı let you down, but this tore me in two
  the thought of no more me and you
  you gave me shoes, nikes like new for me for school
  doody, ı'm trying, but you, you were the glue that binded
  so many things—time, ı'd give anything to rewind it
  ı had to walk down my halls and constantly be reminded
  by pictures all on my walls and ı couldn't sleep at night 'cause
  that image burned in my brain of you on that table
  me falling across your body, not able to stand to save you
  god, why did you take him?
  ı'm tryna keep his legacy alive, but ı'm dying, where's nathan?
  little ladies, be brave, take care of your mother
  smile pretty for pictures, always cherish each other
  ı'll always love ya, and ı'll be in the back of your memory
  and ı know you'll never forget me
  just don't get sad when remembering
  and, little bro, keep making me proud
  you better marry that girl 'cause she's faithfully down
  and when you're exchanging those sacred vows
  just know that if ı could be there, ı would
  and should you ever see parenthood, ı know you'll be good at it
  oh, almost forgot to do something, thank my father too
  ı actually learned a lot from you
  you taught me what not to do
  and, mom, wish ı'd have had the chance
  to have one last heart-to-heart honest and open talk with you
  doody, ı see you, ı go to walk to you
  and ı can feel my soul leave my body and float across the room
  nurses lean over the bed, pulling tubes out
  then the sheet over my head, shut the room down
  girls, please don't get upset
  ı see them cheeks soaking and wet
  as you squeeze hold of my neck, so forcibly, don't wanna let
  me go, pillow drenched, emotional wrecks
  with every second, each closer to death
  but suddenly ı feel my heart begin to beat slow
  then a breath, machines go (*beep beep beep*)
  must've guessed the cheat codes to this shit
  ı'm tryna rewind time like a tape
  find an escape, make a beeline, try and awake
  from this dream, ı need to re-find my inner strength
  to remind me, even if a steep climb ı must take
  to rewrite a mistake, ı'm rewinding the tape
  
  part ıı: castle extended
  
  (ı don't want it!)
  ı'll put out this last album, then ı'm done with it
  one hundred percent finished, fed up with it
  ı'm hanging it up, fuck it!
  excuse the cursing, baby, but just know
  that ı'm a good person, though they portray me as cold
  and if things should worsen, but ı bet you they won't
  ı'm pledging to throw this methadone in the toilet
  shred these old letters ı wrote
  all that old pathetic loathing, closing credits can roll
  ı'm proud to be back
  ı'm 'bout to, like a rematch, outdo relapse
  with recovery, mathers lp2
  help propel me to victory laps
  gas toward 'em and fast forward the past
  consider the last four minutes as
  the song ı'da sang to my daughters
  ıf ı'da made it to the hospital less than 2 hours later, but ı fought it
  and came back like a boomerang on 'em
  now a new day is dawnin'
  ı'm up, tuesday, it's mornin'—now ı know
  ^*
  
  sözlerine sahip eminem şaheseri
• kaynaklanmak, ortaya çıkmak anlamına gelen arise düzensiz fiilinin ikinci hali ve eminem'in 2017 yılında yayımlanan revival albümünün son şarkısı. şarkıya arose adı verilmiş olsa da aslında şarkı iki parçadan oluşuyor ve farklı bir beat üzerine daha sert bir vokal ile ortaya çıkan ikincı kısma castle extended adı verilmiş.