chasing amy

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  threesome teklif edildiği sırada babamın "bu kadar da olmaz ama" diyerek sabrının sonuna geldiği ve evin salonunu terk ettiği filmdir.
  
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• alyssa jones: why are we stopping?
  holden mcneil: because i can't take this.
  alyssa jones: can't take what?
  holden mcneil: i love you.
  alyssa jones: you love me?
  holden mcneil: i love you. and not, not in a friendly way, although i think we're great friends. and not in a misplaced affection, puppy-dog way, although i'm sure that's what you'll call it. i love you. very, very simple, very truly. you are the epitome of everything i have ever looked for in another human being. and i know that you think of me as just a friend, and crossing that line is the furthest thing from an option you would ever consider. but i had to say it. i just, i can't take this anymore. i can't stand next to you without wanting to hold you. i can't, i can't look into your eyes without feeling that, that longing you only read about in trashy romance novels. i can't talk to you without wanting to express my love for everything you are. and i know this will probably queer our friendship - no pun intended - but i had to say it, because i've never felt this way before, and i don't care. i like who i am because of it. and if bringing this to light means we can't hang out anymore, then that hurts me. but god, i just, i couldn't allow another day to go by without just getting it out there, regardless of the outcome, which by the look on your face is to be the inevitable shoot-down. and, you know, i'll accept that. but i know...i know that some part of you is hesitating for a moment, and if there is a moment of hesitation, then that means you feel something too. all i ask, please, is that you just, you just not dismiss that - and try to dwell in it for just ten seconds. alyssa, there isn't another soul on this fucking planet who has ever made me half the person i am when i'm with you, and i would risk this friendship for the chance to take it to the next plateau. because it is there between you and me. you can't deny that. even if, you know, even if we never talk again after tonight, please know that i'm forever changed because of who you are and what you've meant to me, which - while i do appreciate it - i'd never need a painting of birds bought at a diner to remind me of.
• ingilizceye yeni bir deyim katmış filmdir.
  
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  mükemmel bir manitan var. her şeyin ortak, acaip eğleniyorsun. sonra yaptığın bir dangalaklık yüzünden manitan elinden kaçıyor. o dakikadan sonra bütün potansiyel sevgililerde aynı şeyi arıyorsun ve bulamıyorsun. işte bu durumda;
  
  - dude you are chasing amy
  + yeah :(
  
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• ben affleck'in tüm sahnelerinde top sakallı gezdiği ama filmin afişinde nedense traşlı bir pozunun bulunduğu film.
• gittikleri barın içinde bulunan bir kapının üstünde yazan bir yazı vardır filmde;
  "and on the 8th day,god created the beer"
• bob
  you’re chasing amy.
  
  holden’s head snaps forward. he stares, wide-eyed at
  silent bob.
  
  holden
  what..what did you say?
  
  bob
  you’re chasing amy.
  
  holden stares, shocked. he looks to jay, who’s still
  rolling his joint.
  
  jay
  what do you look so shocked for? he
  does this all the time. fat bastard
  thinks just because he never says
  anything, that it’ll have some huge
  impact when he does open his fucking
  mouth.
  
  bob
  why don’t you shut up? jesus! always
  yap, yap, yapping all the time. give
  me a fucking headache.
  (to holden)
  i went through something like what
  you’re going through. years ago.
  same kind of thing with a girl named
  amy.
  
  jay
  when?
  
  bob
  a couple of years ago.
  
  jay
  what’d she ‘live in canada’ or
  something? why don’t i remember this?
  
  bob
  what you don’t know about me i can
  just about squeeze into the grand
  fucking canyon. did you know i always
  wanted to be a dancer in vegas?
  
  jay and holden look at him. silent bob busts a move with
  his hands.
  
  bob
  hunhh? bet you didn’t know that?
  
  jay
  just cell your fucking story so we can
  get out of here and smoke this.
  
  bob
  (to holden)
  so there’s me an amy, and we’re all
  inseparable, right? just big time in
  love. and then about four months in,
  i ask about the ex-boyfriend. dumb
  move, i know, but you know how it is -
  you don’t really want to know, but you
  just have to... stupid guy bullshit.
  anyway she starts telling me all about
  him - how they dated for years, lived
  together, her mother likes me better,
  blah, blah, blah - and i’m okay. but
  then she tells me that a couple times,
  he brought other people to bed with
  them - menage a tois, i believe it’s
  called. now this just blows my mind.
  i mean, i’m not used to that sort of
  thing, right? i was raised catholic.
  
  jay
  saint shithead.
  
  silent bob backhands him. jay raises his fist as if to
  strike.
  
  bob
  do something.
  (to holden)
  so i get weirded out, and just start
  blasting her, right? this is the only
  way i can deal with it - by calling
  her a slut, and telling her that she
  was used - i mean, i’m out for blood i
  want to hurt her - because i don’t
  know how to deal with what i’m
  feeling. and i’m like "what the fuck
  is wrong with you?" and she’s telling
  me that it was that time, in that
  place, and she didn’t do anything
  wrong, so she’s not gonna apologize.
  so i tell her it’s over, and i walk.
  
  jay
  fucking a.
  
  bob
  no, idiot. it was a mistake. i
  wasn’t disgusted with her, i was
  afraid. at that moment, i felt small -
  like i’d lacked experience, like i’d
  never be on her level or never be
  enough for her or something.
  and what i didn’t get was that she
  didn’t care. she wasn’t looking for
  that guy anymore. she was looking for
  me. but by the time i realized this,
  it was too late, you know. she’d
  moved on, and all i had to show for it
  was some foolish pride, which then
  gave way to regret. she was the girl,
  i know that now. but i pushed her
  away...
  
  everyone’s silent silent bob lights a cigarette.
  
  bob
  so i’ve spent every day since then
  chasing amy...
  (takes a drag from his smoke)
  so to speak.
• alyssa'nin sarki soyledigi barda opustugu hatun jason lee'nin gercek hayatta karisidir. zaten alyssa'yi oynayan joey lauren adams da film cekilirken kevin smithle cikmaktadir. dumur bi sahnedir.
  bu sene bosanmis jason lee o hatundan, da heralde o sahneyle bi alakasi yoktur.
• aşk üzerine yapılmış çok gerçek bir film.
  kulesinde prensi bekleyen eski zaman aşklarına inat bu zamana ait, burdan, bizden.
  kendi ahlak kavramına sahip kişi sadece gerçekten umursadığı kişiye kendini anlatmak zahmetine girer, o da anlamazsa, anlayamazsa; suçlamadan, kızmadan sadece üzülerek yoluna devam eder.
  biri için değişebileceğin aşklar geçen yüzyılda kaldı artık. şimdi aşka sahip olmak için önce kendini bulmalısın ki seni tamamlayacak kişiyi bulduğunda ona hazır ol. yeter ki var olduğunun, orda olduğunun, sen olduğunun bilincinde ol. çünkü gerçek aşk sana gelir; topluma, ahlak kavramına, onun bunun doğrularına değil; sana. seninle ilgilidir, senin içindir. ben sana hazır olmak için değil kendim olmak için yaşadım bunları ve bunlar beni sana getirdi.
  anlayana sazdır bu film, asla anlamayacak olana az.
• silent bob'ın en uzun süre konuştuğu film sanırım...
• alyssa lezbiyen arkadaşlarıyla buluştuğunda yeni sevgilisinden bahseder, ama he ya da she şeklinde sözetmekten kaçınır ki sevgilisinin bir erkek olduğunu anlamasınlar. ama arkadaşları eninde sonunda anlar ve şaşırırlar.
  holden insanı lezbiyenliğe sevkedecek kadar salak bi tiptir.