sisters

• when all are dizzy and happy from too much wine
  i leave the party behind
  to be alone with my thoughts and this spinning mind
  through this cold night
  but there she stands
  
  and she walks like you
  and she smiles almost like you
  a child of the wild just like you
  yes.
  
  for a second i think i get a glimpse
  of the real her, behind
  she's warm and fragile
  with smiles that reach to her eyes
  but just this moment,
  a change so sublime
  
  if she looked me deep into my eyes
  and softly asked me too
  i'd be in her bed and in her flesh
  and waste a life i knew
  
  so i hold my breath and close my eyes
  and focus on the wine
  let this trembling moment pass us by
  so i could say goodnight
  
  but then, an impulse
  i almost touched her face
  before i pulled back my hand
  and we get nervous
  we laugh and she spills her wine
  both so awkward, for what's on our mind
  
  and she talks like you
  and she smells almost like you
  a child of the wild just like you
  but she's not all you
  even strives not to be you
  just like every sister would do
  
  and perhaps it's the want
  of you in her eyes
  but i want her this one single time
  ...just this one time
  
  if she looked me deep into my eyes
  and softly asked me too
  i'd be in her bed and in her flesh
  and waste a life i knew
  
  so i hold my breath and close my eyes
  and focus on the wine
  let this trembling moment pass us by
  so i could say goodnight
  
  if i'd looked into her eyes
  and softly asked her too
  she would give herself and give her flesh
  and waste a life she knew
  
  so we hold our breath, and close our eyes
  and take a sip of wine
  but this thirst has emptied every glass
  and we should say goodnight
  
  ...god, help me say goodnight.
  
  (daniel baldızına yazmadıysa bunu ne olayım)
  
  ayrıca ne zamandır daniel'den the perfect element, remedy lane tadında söz alamıyorduk, ilaç gibi geldi.