third eye

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  dreaming of that face again.
  it's bright and blue and shimmering.
  grinning wide
  and comforting me with it's three warm and wild eyes.
  
  on my back and tumbling
  down that hole and back again
  rising up
  and wiping the webs and the dew from my withered eye.
  
  in... out... in... out... in... out...
  
  a child's rhyme stuck in my head.
  it said that life is but a dream.
  i've spent so many years in question
  to find i've known this all along.
  
  "so good to see you.
  i've missed you so much.
  so glad it's over.
  i've missed you so much
  came out to watch you play.
  why are you running?"
  
  shroud-ing all the ground around me
  is this holy crow above me.
  black as holes within a memory
  and blue as our new second sun.
  i stick my hand into his shadow
  to pull the pieces from the sand.
  which i attempt to reassemble
  to see just who i might have been.
  i do not recognize the vessel,
  but the eyes seem so familiar.
  like phosphorescent desert buttons
  singing one familiar song...
  
  "so good to see you.
  i've missed you so much.
  so glad it's over.
  i've missed you so much.
  came out to watch you play.
  why are you running away?"
  
  prying open my third eye.
  so good to see you once again.
  i thought that you were hiding.
  and you thought that i had run away.
  chasing the tail of dogma.
  i opened my eye and there we were.
  
  so good to see you once again
  i thought that you were hiding from me.
  and you thought that i had run away.
  chasing a trail of smoke and reason.
  
  prying open my third eye.