all of this could have been yours

• her notasiyla dagitan bir shooter jennings sarkisi.. unuttugunuzu sandiginiz, gecmiste kaldigini dusundugunuz yerlere dokunup gidiyor.. her seferinde..
  
  i had a cure, for your disease
  but you threw it away
  and you made it clear i was not welcome on these seas
  and you threw it away
  
  so i sailed and i sailed for so long
  my hair grew long and my heart grew cold
  i face certain death without you near
  
  and i felt the storm and swam until the skies were clear
  and i found a home along this crooked road
  
  and all of this would have been
  all of this could have been yours
  
  all of this should have been
  all of this could have been yours
  
  black clouds roll, right over red doors
  as the waves were high
  so was i
  and the moon never looked so angry
  as when your walls came crumbling down
  
  it was so beautiful
  it was so peaceful
  
  all the destruction, it was quiet
  
  all of this would have been
  all of this could have been yours
  
  all that you love, will be carried away
  oh all that you love, will be carried away
  all of my pain, that you put on my name
  all of my doubt, and all of my shame
  all of my guilt, my denial and fear
  all of my hatred and all of my tears
  all of the time that i couldnt go home
  all of the times that i froze all alone
  all of the sadness all of the lies
  all of the shadows that blackened my eyes
  all of the servants, who cheated, who stole
  all of the colors from the depths of my soul
  all of the wounded, that you left for dead
  now creep in the corner, they're all in my head
  all of the dreams that you made nightmares
  all of the silence, deafening stares
  all of the ships who can't carry loads
  you wrecked in anger, along distant shores
  
  all of this would have been
  all of this could have been yours
  
  all of this should have been
  all of this could have been yours