going under

• evanescence $arkisi.
  
  now i will tell you what i've done for you
  50 thousand tears i've cried
  screaming deceiving and bleeding for you
  and you still won't hear me
  don't want your hand this time i'll save myself
  maybe i'll wake up for once
  not tormented daily defeated by you
  just when i thought i'd reached the bottom
  i'm dying again
  
  i'm going under
  drowning in you
  i'm falling forever
  i've got to break through
  i'm going under
  
  blurring and stirring the truth and the lies
  so i don't know what's real and what's not
  always confusing the thoughts in my head
  so i can't trust myself anymore
  i'm dying again
  
  i'm going under
  drowning in you
  i'm falling forever
  i've got to break through
  
  so go on and scream
  scream at me i'm so far away
  i won't be broken again
  i've got to breathe i can't keep going under