matthew barlow

• aşağıdaki açılamayla beni hem şoke etmiş hemde üzmüş insan.. eh be ayıcık senin neyine hukuk mukuk ne yapcan okuyupta.. goç gibi adamsın, dünyanın en sağlam gruplarından birinin elemanısın.. manyakmısın okul mokul sürünecen..
  
  "in december of last year, prior to iced earth signing a new record deal,
  jon and i had a sit-down concerning what i felt was best for my future and the
  future of iced earth. i told him that my heart was no longer into performing
  music and i intended to stand down from my position in the band in pursuit of
  what i felt would be a more satisfying career and consequently a more
  fulfilled life. jon was very adamant that i should not leave the band, and asked me
  not to do something that i might live to regret. i was compelled to stay with
  it, but as it turns out my course had remained altered.
  
  for you to understand my position on this matter, i feel i must explain
  myself. as for many people, in and outside of the united states, the events of
  september 11, 2001 had a profound impact. for me personally, it shined a new
  light on life. it forced me to realize how precious and how short life is. i
  feel very fortunate to have been a part of something that has affected so many
  throughout the world, but i believe that what i am striving for will also
  reflect positively on those i come in contact with.
  
  i am presently going to school in order to obtain my bachelor's degree in
  criminal justice administration. when i have received my degree, i intend to
  follow with a career in law enforcement administration.
  
  i realize that it may be difficult for some of you to understand the decision
  that has been made, but please believe that it has been made to preserve the
  integrity of iced earth. i know that there will be people who bad-mouth the
  band and me for this and that there will never be a good enough explanation.
  for those people, i feel pity that they must live through others and i hope
  that someday they will find themselves in another place. i have been on a great
  ride with all of you and i have not a single regret. there are great things
  to come from iced earth and we will all be there to witness them.
  
  i wish jon and the guys well and i thank you in advance for your support and
  understanding. "
  
  best wishes,
  
  matt