in my mind
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bir amanda palmer şarkısı. sözleri de şöyle;
in my mind
in a future five years from now
i'm a hundred and twenty pounds
and i never get hungover
because i
will be the picture of discipline
never minding what state i'm in
and i will be someone i admire
and it's funny how i imagined
that i would be that person now
but it does not seem to have happened
maybe i've just forgotten how
to see
that i'm not exactly the person that i thought i'd be.
and in my mind
in the far-away here-and-now
i've become in-control somehow
and i never lose my wallet
because i
will be the picture of discipline
never fucking-up anything
and i'll be a good defensive driver
and it's funny how i imagined
that i would be that person now
but it does not seem to have happened
maybe i've just forgotten how
to see
that i'll never be the person that i thought i'd be.
and in my mind
when i'm old i am beautiful,
planting tulips and vegetables
which i will mindfully watch over
not like me now
i'm so busy with everything
that i don't look at anything
but i'm sure i'll look when i am older
and it's funny how i imagined
that i could be that person now
that that's not what i want
but that's what i wanted
that i'd be giving up somehow
how strange to see
that i don't want to be the person that i want to be.
and in my mind
i imagine so many things
things that aren't really happening
and when they put me in the ground
i'll start pounding the lid,
saying, "i haven't finished yet,
i still have a tattoo to get,
it says, 'i'm living in the moment'".
and it's funny how i imagined
that i could win this win-less fight
maybe it isn't all that funny
that i've been fighting all my life
but maybe i have to think it's funny
if i want to live before i die
and maybe it's funniest of all
to think i'll die before i actually
see
that i am exactly the person that i want to be.
fuck yes.
i am exactly the person that i want to be.
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