self-esteem

• offspringin smash albumunden bi sarkisi..
  i wrote her off for the tenth time today
  and practiced all the things i would say
  but she came over
  i lost my nerve
  i took her back and made her dessert
  now i know i'm being used
  that's okay man cause i like the abuse
  i know she's playing with me
  that's okay cause i've got no self esteem
  we make plans to go out at night
  i wait till 2 then i turn out the light
  all this rejection's got me so low
  if she keeps it up i just might tell her so
  when she's saying that she wants only me
  then i wonder why she sleeps with my friends
  when she's saying that i'm like a disease
  then i wonder how much more i can spend
  well i guess i should stick up for myself
  but i really think it's better this way
  the more you suffer
  the more it shows you really care right?
  now i'll relate this a little bit
  that happens more than i'd like to admit
  late at night she knocks on my door
  drunk again and looking to score
  now i know i should say no
  but that's kind of hard when she's ready to go
  i may be dumb
  but i'm not a dweeb
  i'm just a sucker with no self esteem