momentum

• oh for the sake of momentum
  i've allowed my fears to get larger than life
  and it's brought me to my current agendum
  whereupon i deny fulfillment has yet to arrive
  
  i know life is getting shorter
  i can't bring myself to set the scene
  even when it's approaching torture
  i've got my routine
  
  oh for the sake of momentum
  even though i agree with the stuff about seizing the day
  but i hate to think of effort expended
  all those minutes and days and hours i frittered away
  
  i know life is getting shorter
  i can't bring myself to set the scene
  even when it's approaching torture
  i've got my routine
  
  but i can't confront the doubts i have
  i can't admit that maybe the past was bad
  and so for the sake of momentum
  i'm condemning the future to death so it can match the past