american beauty

• son sahnesinde kevin spacey'nin söylediği sözlerle kanımı dondurduğu film..
  
  "i’ve always heard that your entire life flashes in front of your eyes in a second before you die,
  first of all, that one second isn’t a second at all; it streches on forever, like an ocean of time...
  
  for me it was lying on my back at boyscouts camp and watching falling stars..
  and yellow leaves from mapple trees that lined out straight
  on my grandmother’s hands, and the way her skin seemed like paper
  and first time i saw my cousin tony’s brand new firebird...
  and jennie, and jennie
  and caroline...
  
  i guess i could be pretty pissed off about what happened to me,
  but it’s hard to stay mad when there’s so much beauty in the world
  sometimes i feel like i’m seeing it all at once and it’s too much
  my heart fills up like a ballon that’s about to burst
  and then i remember to relax, and stop trying to hold on to it.
  and then it flows through me like rain
  and i can’t feel anything but gratitude
  for every single moment of my stupid little life
  
  you have no idea what i’m talking about i’m sure
  but don’t worry,
  you will someday..."