inflict

• 04 - amaran - pristine in bondage (2004)
  
  all of my nightmares you
  leave me sleeping
  weighing my eyes down,
  everything's fading
  
  in the gutter of my mind
  i found my hero
  see i actually believed
  in such a thing as a hero
  and i crawled on my knees
  just to please you
  i'm just like all the rest, the second best
  the one who takes what she can get
  
  from where you're standing
  i never suffer
  made of concrete i am breathless
  you must've confused
  me with someone else
  someone who settles for
  being someone's whore
  someone more like yourself
  
  and all the nightmares that i have
  you own my awakening
  but you leave me sleeping on
  enjoying the thrill of my scream