sonnet #4

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  i’m about to puke
  you can smell signs of my blues on my skin
  like mud his smell
  covering me, leaving me with no air
  please, come and replace
  his smell with your smell
  clean the marks on my body
  and scrape off the darkness
  you’ll see in my eyes
  taking your eyes off
  you’ll think of the problems
  you thought you had solved
  past just comes, don’t go
  your presence reminds me
  of something i’ve lost
  like a bird in a cage
  a swan without wings
  no more white, colored grey
  i won’t sleep anymore
  with somebody whose
  i don’t want the smell on
  where the hell have you been?
  you should have taken me away from that idiot
  i’ve been crying for months
  i wonder how christmas would be with you
  i find myself at recollecting memories i’ve collected with you
  when i was fifteen and you were nineteen
  i want to sleep with you until winter comes
  and then wait for springtime
  and then wait for winter again and again
  when i see you shivers run on my spine
  why do you never step forward?
  why do you?
  please, come and please, do something
  i’ve loved you for years
  and i’ve spent my best years loving you
  do something, please
  i wrote best songs and i wrote them for you
  where the hell have you been?
  but now you’re here and i feel comfortable
  where the hell have you been?
  but now you’re here and i feel comfortable
  but now you’re here and i feel comfortable
  but now you’re here and i feel comfortable