the speed of pain

• marilyn mansonun 1998 tarihli mechanical animals adli albumunden kafa kitletici bir sarki.
  
  they slit our throats like we were flowers
  and our milk has been devoured
  when you want it, it goes away too fast
  when you hate it, it always seems to last
  but just remember, when you think you're free
  the crack inside your fucking heart is me
  (thought, not spoken):
  i wanna outrace the speed of pain for another day
  i wish i could sleep, but i can't lay on my back
  because there's a knife for everyday that i've known you
  when you want it, it goes away too fast
  when you hate it, it always seems to last
  but just remember when you think you're free
  the crack inside your fucking heart is me
  (thought, not spoken):
  i wanna outrace the speed of pain for another day
  lie to me, cry to me, give to me
  i would lie with me, die with me, give to me
  i would keep all your secrets
  wrapped in dead hair
  i hope at least we die holding hands for always.