hard on myself

• hemming'in muhteşem şarkısı. ilk kez shameless sayesinde dinledim.
  
  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ttdjjt-8t_i
  
  sözleri şöyledir:
  
  ı feel so weak but you call me strong
  ı could only see everything that was wrong
  because ı don't understand where ı am right now
  ı'm full of empty cans ı just can't throw out
  and ı've been living life like a pendulum
  swinging side to side, never moving on
  cause ı've been stuck inside this place so long
  ı forget my life and where ı came from
  but ı know you said let go ı've been
  so hard on myself for so long
  yeah ı know you said let go ı've been
  too hard on myself for too long
  break or bend ı could make this work
  hope they comprehend show them what ı'm worth
  or ı could live a lie and stay their little girl
  ı'm barely getting by between two separate worlds
  and ı know you said let go ı've been
  so hard on myself for so long
  yeah ı know you said let go ı've been
  too hard on myself for too long
  ı can't regret who ı've been
  ı can't expect to always win
  ı can't regret who ı've been
  ı used to be so hard on myself for so long
• shameless izlemenin kazandırdığı şarkılardan.yanlış hatırlamıyorsam lip'in çöküşünde girmişti bu şarkı.