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  • carol ann duffy'nin great expectations romanindaki miss havisham karakterinden esinlenerek yazdigi guzel siir:


    beloved sweetheart bastard. not a day since then
    i haven't wished him dead, prayed for it
    so hard i've dark green pebbles for eyes,
    ropes on the back of my hands i could strangle with.

    spinster. i stink and remember. whole days
    in bed cawing nooooo at the wall; the dress
    yellowing, trembling if i open the wardrobe;
    the slewed mirror, full-length, her, myself, who did this

    to me? puce curses that are sounds not words.
    some nights better, the lost body over me,
    my fluent tongue in its mouth in its ear
    then down till i suddenly bite awake. love's

    hate behind a white veil; a red balloon bursting
    in my face. bang. i stabbed at a wedding-cake.
    give me a male corpse for a long slow honeymoon.
    don't think it's only the heart that b-b-b-breaks.
  • ["bütün bu edebi göndermeler falan.." gülümsedim. "bayan havisham da çıkacak mı ortaya?"
    "ve estella*."] john fowles - the magus