i wish i didn't miss you

• feist pleasure
  (bkz: böyle aşkın ızdırabını)
  (bkz: aşk acısı)
  
  try to find a way to talk about it
  ı’m also in the mind to just let it go
  how to reach out my mind if ı can’t think straight
  with the goodness so gone ı feel to isolate
  you called me baby, ı called you one too
  until you spoke to me with another voice
  you sent in spiders to fight for you
  ı was so disappointed ı didn’t know what to do
  ı wish ı didn’t miss you
  
  wasting so many hours away
  so many ways to waste a day
  ın this same city ı hope you’re not
  cuz the town has shrunk to the size of my thoughts
  ıt was so mystifying to see you so changed
  ı felt some certainty that you must have died
  because how could ı live if you’re still alive?
  ı wish ı didn’t miss you