if i told you once

• circus contraption'in bebeklerinden biri^^
  (hastasiyiz)
  
  bu linki;
  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lnsi5w0j3eo
  
  ve de sozleri;
  
  if i told you once
  i told you a thousand times my dear
  never to fall in love with a man
  who drinks from the well of despair
  
  i thought from the very start
  i'd made it quite clear i fear
  now you're righteously fucked
  as you swing from the rope
  at the top of the stairs
  
  if i told you once i told you twice
  i was held in the grip of incurable vice
  lips turning blue like the shade of your eyes
  limbs shudder and twitch as you met your demise
  
  you must've looked pretty as you stepped off the chair
  pink satin slippers how they danced in the air
  your dainty toes swelled to an alarming degree
  hope you were thinking of me
  hope you were thinking of me
  thinking of me
  
  if i told you twice
  i told you two thousand times my dear
  never to fall in love with a man
  who's broken beyond all repair
  
  i knew from the very start
  you'd end up right here so queer
  now you've left me with naught
  but a suicide note and a lock of your hair
  
  if i've mentioned it once i've mentioned it twice
  i was bound in the throes of unearthly device
  radiance bloomed as i lay you to rest
  shadows of moonbeam alight in your breast
  
  deep in the ground where the worms have their feast
  at last you can taste an incurable peace
  now that you're dead and you're finally free
  hope you were thinking of me
  hope you were thinking of me
  thinking of me
  
  if i told you thrice
  i told you three thousand times my dear
  never to fall in love with a man
  who'd draw you into his lair
  
  i warned from the very start
  the end would be rather severe
  now your screams fall like vaporous
  stones from your mouth into the night air
  
  one time begat twice, that third time's the charm
  disregard it all lovey, it's signs of alarm
  skin milky white as you lie in repose
  tattered dress stained from the blood i suppose
  
  so hollow and vacant, devoid of all light
  your epitaph written on our wedding night
  as your muscles were twitching in their final plea
  
  hope you were thinking of me
  hope you were thinking of me
  thinking of me
  
  thinking of me
  thinking of me
  always thinking of me
  just me
  
  dans ederek dagilalim.