in my mind

• shinichi labeli ile 2003 yili basinda cikan, pete tong, john digweed gibi pek cok dj in setlerinden eksik etmedigi, anarcrusan in super parcasi.
• (bkz: number one)
• hastasi oldugum bi radiohead parcasi^*.
  
  in my mind
  and nailed into my heels
  all the time
  killing what i feel
  
  and everything i touch
  (all wrapped up in cotton wool
  all wrapped up and sugar coated)
  turns to stone
  everything i touch
  turns stone
  
  i am fused
  just in case i blow out
  i am glued
  just in case i crack up
  
  and everything i touch turns to stone
  everything i touch
  (all wrapped up in cotton wool
  all wrapped up and sugar coated)
  turns stone
• oldum olası sevdiğim ama nedendir bilinmez son 2 gündür daha tutarlı bi takıntıyla dinlediğim parça. enteresan olan detay şudur; 1.5 sene önce sarhoş kafa bi elimde nuri alço diğerinde bi bardak suyla ''neye dokunsam taşa dönüyo ühüehahah'' diye ağlarken de fonda dönen parça buydu ve sözleri cidden algılayıp simultane bi şekilde hezeyanıma katamayacak kadar da sarhoştum. arada düşünür anlamlandıramam,bu da o gecelerden biri oldu evet.
• aslında yok böyle bi şarkı. doğru ismi için, (bkz: blow out). raidohead'inkinden bahsediyorum. başka varsa bilmem.
• antiloop'un yarmış parçası.
  
  o gözlüğü takışına, davlumbaz gibi kulaklıkla sokaklarda salınışına kurban olam antiloop kızı:
  
  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sgsobksdlj4#
• bir amanda palmer şarkısı. sözleri de şöyle;
  
  in my mind
  in a future five years from now
  i'm a hundred and twenty pounds
  and i never get hungover
  
  because i
  will be the picture of discipline
  never minding what state i'm in
  and i will be someone i admire
  
  and it's funny how i imagined
  that i would be that person now
  but it does not seem to have happened
  maybe i've just forgotten how
  to see
  that i'm not exactly the person that i thought i'd be.
  
  and in my mind
  in the far-away here-and-now
  i've become in-control somehow
  and i never lose my wallet
  
  because i
  will be the picture of discipline
  never fucking-up anything
  and i'll be a good defensive driver
  
  and it's funny how i imagined
  that i would be that person now
  but it does not seem to have happened
  maybe i've just forgotten how
  to see
  that i'll never be the person that i thought i'd be.
  
  and in my mind
  when i'm old i am beautiful,
  planting tulips and vegetables
  which i will mindfully watch over
  
  not like me now
  i'm so busy with everything
  that i don't look at anything
  but i'm sure i'll look when i am older
  
  and it's funny how i imagined
  that i could be that person now
  that that's not what i want
  but that's what i wanted
  that i'd be giving up somehow
  how strange to see
  that i don't want to be the person that i want to be.
  
  and in my mind
  i imagine so many things
  things that aren't really happening
  and when they put me in the ground
  
  i'll start pounding the lid,
  saying, "i haven't finished yet,
  i still have a tattoo to get,
  it says, 'i'm living in the moment'".
  
  and it's funny how i imagined
  that i could win this win-less fight
  maybe it isn't all that funny
  that i've been fighting all my life
  but maybe i have to think it's funny
  if i want to live before i die
  and maybe it's funniest of all
  to think i'll die before i actually
  see
  that i am exactly the person that i want to be.
  
  fuck yes.
  
  i am exactly the person that i want to be.
• insanı coşturan axwell parçası. tomorrowland festivalinin after moviesinde tanıdım valla.
  
  sözlerinide yazalım tam olsun;
  
  ın my mind, in my head,
  this is where we all came from.
  
  the dreams we had, the love we shared,
  this is what we're waiting for.
  
  and this is what ı'm waiting for.
  [x6]
  
  bitti, ne bakıyon?
• bu topraklardan çıkmış ve dünyaya mal olmuş nemrud isimli muhteşem grubun muhteşem eseri. bir aydır neredeyse çevirip çevirip dinliyorum. pink floyd ve camel kalitesinde dinlediğim nadir prog rock şarkılarından. dinleyin, dinletin gençler bu kadar kaliteli eserler üretilmiyor artık.
• life is strange oyunuyla tanıdığım amanda palmer in muhteşem şarkısı.