it's my party

• kendi yikimini gormenin yaninda, yakinlarinin da buna taniklik etmesini istemeyen bir escinselin^* otenaziye karar vermesinin ardindan duzenledigi son parti. ici titreten bir film.
  "- yunan erkekleri annelerin duskun olur"
• problem childin soundtrackinde yer almış parçadır. hatta çocuk, kızın partisini mahvederken kız ağlar ve tepinir, işte o sırada bu şarkı çalmaktadır. hatta sözlerini de yazayım tam olsun:
  
  chorus:
  it's my party, and i'll cry if i want to
  cry if i want to, cry if i want to
  you would cry too if it happened to you
  
  nobody knows where my johnny has gone
  but judy left the same time
  why was he holding her hand
  when he's supposed to be mine?
  
  chorus
  
  play all my records, keep dancing all night
  but leave me alone for a while
  'til johnny's dancing with me,
  i've got no reason to smile
  
  chorus
  
  instrumental bridge
  
  judy and johnny just walked through that door
  like a queen with her king
  oh, what a birthday surprise
  judy's wearing his ring
  
  chorus
• (bkz: top benim kuralları ben koyarım)
• lesley gore'un 1963 yılında hittirdiği güzelce bir şarkı. ben de ilk kez problem child filminde duymuştum sanırım -o filmdeki çocuğu herhangi bir izlencenin başrolüne koyan zihniyete de hala zemmederim-
  
  ayrıca lesley gore'un you don't own me si vardır güzel, onu da nedense dionne warwick'in don't make me over'ına benzetirim. ki bu şarkının the swinging blue jeans yorumu orijinalinde 5 basar. gelip gidiyo arada böyle..
• şımarık bir şarkıdır. bildiğin şımarık.
  dinlerken insanın aklına saçları iki yandan örgülü, pembe fisto elbise giymiş, elli yılların üst orta sınıf şımarık kızlarını, -hani kolejde okuyan, babası avukat, doktor vs annesi ev hanımı olan- getirir. yani naçizane benim aklıma öylesi geliyor...
• 24 ekim 1981'de bir numaradaki şımarık, kıskanç, huysuz ama haklı da, açıksözlü ve sevimli şarkıdır. it's my party, and i'll cry if i want to... :)
  
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  cry if i want to
  cry if i want to...
  
  nobody knows where my johnny has gone
  
  but judy left the same time.
  why was he holding her hand
  
  when he's supposed to be mine?
  it's my party
  and i'll cry if i want to
  
  cry if i want to
  cry if i want to.
  you would cry too
  if it happened to you.
  
  play all my records
  keep dancing all night
  
  but leave me alone for a while.
  'til johnny's dancing with me
  
  i've got no reason to smile.
  
  it's my party
  and i'll cry if i want to...
  
  nobody knows where my johnny has gone
  
  but judy left the same time.
  so i cry
  cry
  cry. - i want to cry
  cry
  cry.
  if i want to cry
  cry
  cry - i want to.
  judy and johnny just walked thru the door
  
  but like a queen with her king.
  oh
  what a birthday surprise
  
  judy's wearing his ring.
  it's my party
  and i'll cry if i want to...
  
  it's my party
  and i'll cry if i want to...
  
  it's my party
  and i'll cry if i want to...
• kutlama yapılması gereken bir ortamın kötü olayların gelişmesi sonucu ağlak bir ortama dönüşmesi pozisyonuna ilham kaynağı olmuş şarkıdır. şarkımızın kahramanı, sevdiceği johnny'nin ortadan kaybolması ve diğer kız judy ile birlikte ortama -judy'ye yüzüğü de takmış halde- girmesiyle bunalıma sürüklenir, parti marti dinlemez ağlar sızlar. allah düşmanımın başına vermesindir. aynı zamanda problem child, mermaids ve waxwork gibi yapımlarda kullanılmış, sevilen bir soundtrack parçasıdır.
• ayrıca thalia'nin arrasando şarkısının ingilizce'sidir. ispanyolca'sı kadar etkileyici ve akıcı olamamıştır.
  
  sözleri de şöyle ki:
  
  it's
  my
  party
  
  it's my party
  
  slow down, don't go so fast
  if you wanna make alotta moments last
  'cause the moments turn to minutes
  and the minutes go so fast
  before you even know it
  you're living in the past
  
  people are always acting too hot or too cold
  they don't wanna know ya
  if you can't be controled
  trying about the future
  but it can't be solved
  it's the will of your soul
  that can catch up to your goal
  
  so much jealousy, secrecy, negativity
  i refuse to see
  no mystery, no reality, it's just a fantasy
  and it's my party
  
  it's my party
  following my intuition
  happiness is my ignition
  that's just me cause i'm getting better
  it's my party, come together
  never needed your permission
  having fun is my tradition
  i've been dancing to it forever
  it's my party, come together
  ohh ohh ohh! it's my party, come together
  ohh ohh ohh! it's my party, come together
  
  move into the lives of the black and white
  does the sun make you shine
  in the middle of the night?
  the sky's still blue with only clouds in sight
  at the end of the tunnel
  there's always a light
  
  things aren't always as they seem to be
  what feels like defeat may be victory
  don't pass judgement on what you see
  what's wrong for you may be right for me
  i don't wanna know what you've got to say
  don't need no advice gonna do it my way
  i'm never looking back on yesterday
  gonna live every life each and every day
  
  que será será what will be will be
  believe none of what you hear
  only half of what you see
  a promise is a promise not a guarantee
  nothing in this life ever comes for free
  drunk with desire, hearts on fire
  when you¸re looking in the mirror
  are you looking at a liar?
  
  evita, diana, they both inspire
  let the power of example
  get higher and higher
  everyone is dancing to a different beat
  from the countryside to the city street
  i want us all to come together
  i want us all to meet
  'cause it's my party
  get up on your feet
  get up on your feet
  
  it's my party, come together
  it's... my... party...
  it's my party, come together.
• problem child filminin soundtrackinde yer alan en akılda kalıcı parça. öyle ki, filmi izledikten 10-15 küsür sene sonra bu şarkıyı duyunca "aha bu problem child'da çalıyodu" diyerek tek seferde bulmuşluğum vardır.
• aynı zamanda alf dördüncü sezon on üçüncü bölümünün adı.