not afraid

• satellite'ın a street between sunrise and sunset albümünde beşinci sırada yer alan parça...
  
  music: wojtek szadkowski
  lyrics: wojtek szadkowski
  
  i'm not afraid,
  it's so warm and safe
  a cup of tea
  and a book in hand
  oh, what a night tonight
  it's embracing me inside
  it's good to be back home
  to feel i'm home again
  i'm not afraid
  
  with eyes half closed,
  i can see your smile
  no need to talk
  all the problems gone
  so far away from stars
  so close to your cheek
  its good to dream my dream
  to feel i'm not alone
  i'm not afraid
• recovery albümünü haziran ayında yayımlamaya hazırlanan eminem'in albümden çıkaracağı ilk single. orijinâl bir şey yok, ama fenâ da olmamış.
  
  sözleri de şöyle ki:
  
  i’m not afraid to take a stand
  everybody come take my hand
  we’ll walk this road together, through the storm
  whatever weather, cold or warm
  just let you know that, you’re not alone
  holla if you feel like you’ve been down the same road
  
  yeah, it’s been a ride…
  i guess i had to go to that place to get to this one
  now some of you might still be in that place
  if you’re trying to get out, just follow me
  i’ll get you there
  
  you can try and read my lyrics off of this paper before i lay ‘em
  but you won’t take the sting out these words before i say ‘em
  'cause ain’t no way i’m let you stop me from causing mayhem
  when i say ‘em or do something i do it, i don’t give a damn
  what you think, i’m doing this for me, so f-ck the world
  feed it beans, it’s gassed up, if it thinks its stopping me
  i’mma be what i set out to be, without a doubt undoubtedly
  and all those who look down on me i’m tearing down your balcony
  no if ands or buts don’t try to ask him why or how can he
  from infinite down to the last relapse album he’s still sh-ttin’ and
  whether he’s on salary, paid hourly
  until he bows out or he sh-t’s his bowels out of him
  whichever comes first, for better or worse
  he’s married to the game, like a f-ck you for christmas
  his gift is a curse, forget the earth he’s got the urge
  to pull his d-ck from the dirt and f-ck the whole universe
  
  i’m not afraid to take a stand
  everybody come take my hand
  we’ll walk this road together, through the storm
  whatever weather, cold or warm
  just let you know that, you’re not alone
  holla if you feel like you’ve been down the same road
  
  ok quit playin’ with the scissors and sh-t, and cut the crap
  i shouldn’t have to rhyme these words in the rhythm for you to know it’s a rap
  you said you was king, you lied through your teeth
  for that f-ck your feelings, instead of getting crowned you’re getting capped
  and to the fans, i’ll never let you down again, i’m back
  i promise to never go back on that promise, in fact
  let’s be honest, that last relapse cd was “ehhhh”
  perhaps i ran them accents into the ground
  relax, i ain’t going back to that now
  all i’m tryna say is get back, click-clack blaow
  cause i ain’t playin’ around
  there’s a game called circle and i don’t know how
  i’m way too up to back down
  but i think i’m still tryna figure this crap out
  thought i had it mapped out but i guess i didn’t
  this f-cking black cloud’s still follow’s me around
  but it’s time to exercise these demons
  these motherfu-kers are doing jumping jacks now!
  
  i’m not afraid to take a stand
  everybody come take my hand
  we’ll walk this road together, through the storm
  whatever weather, cold or warm
  just let you know that, you’re not alone
  holla if you feel like you’ve been down the same road
  
  and i just can’t keep living this way
  so starting today, i’m breaking out of this cage
  i’m standing up, imma face my demons
  i’m manning up, imma hold my ground
  i’ve had enough, now i’m so fed up
  time to put my life back together right now
  
  it was my decision to get clean, i did it for me
  admittedly i probably did it subliminally for you
  so i could come back a brand new me, you helped see me through
  and don’t even realise what you did, believe me you
  i been through the ringer, but they can do little to the middle finger
  i think i got a tear in my eye, i feel like the king of
  my world, haters can make like bees with no stingers, and drop dead
  no more beef flingers, no more drama from now on, i promise
  to focus solely on handling my responsibility’s as a father
  so i solemnly swear to always treat this roof like my daughters and raise it
  you couldn’t lift a single shingle on it
  cause the way i feel, i’m strong enough to go to the club
  or the corner pub and lift the whole liquor counter up
  cause i’m raising the bar, i shoot for the moon
  but i’m too busy gazing at stars, i feel amazing and
  
  i’m not afraid to take a stand
  everybody come take my hand
  we’ll walk this road together, through the storm
  whatever weather, cold or warm
  just let you know that, you’re not alone
  holla if you feel like you’ve been down the same road
• amerika listelerine ^* 1 numaradan giren eminem şarkısı.
• eminem'in gunah cikardigi sarkisi. relapse albumu amerika'da eminem hayranlari haric pek ilgi cekmedi ya da soyle diyelim beklentilerin altinda kalmisti. keza eminem de bu sarkida "gencler biliyorum relapse biraz sikintiliydi ama bu sefer cocugu koycam benden nefret edenler dassagimi yesin" mesajini vermis ayrica "artik buyudum, kizlarimla ilgilencem bidaa uyusturucu kullananin da gotune koyim temizlendim artik, beni sevenler siz de boyle dusunuyorsaniz benim yanimdaysaniz tutun elimden, beraber yuruduk biz yollarda, beraber islandik yagan yagmurda" tadinda mesajini vermis, nice uyusturucu bagimlilarin, yeniden hayata tutunmak isteyenlerin sesi olmus. ayriyetten eminem bayagi buyumus harbi harbi, giyim tarzini falan da degistirdi bi kac senedir oyle kepce gibi bol esortmanlar ya da saggy pants'ler giymiyo onun yerine cool deri ceketler, normal engineer tarzi kotlar, nasihat sarkilari. hakikaten dedigin gibi ben de "time to put my life back together right now" diyorum biz de sikintili bi surecten geciyoruz aga.
  (bkz: entry'de daldan dala atlamak)
• klipte dublorunu oynatmis eminem herhalde. kim ulan o cocuk? herkese benzettim ama eminem'e benzetemedim yeminlen. bi ara will smith'e bile benzettim, o derece dusun iste sevgili sozlukcu.
  
  ayrica farkindaysaniz tilki gibi donup duruyor eminem. daha once de bina tepelerinde gormustuk kendisini. catilar, dusmes kalkmaz bir allah falan minvalinde devam ediyor. yetinmiyor eskiden yine bir ara gordugumuz o super kahraman konseptine uyuyor. araya bir de 2012 ve inception'dan arak oldugunu dusundugum bir kiyamet seysi koyulmus. kliple ilgili yuzeysel goruslerim bundan ibaret.
  
  sarkiya gelirsek; fena degil ama eminem sarkisi degil. 3 kez dinledim ama 3.'de artik daha fazla dayanamadim, kapattim. albumden hala umitliyim.
• eminem'e birseyler oldugunu gösteren ve albümününden daha korkutucu seyler cikar diye beni düsündüren alisa gelmedik sarkisi^*
• eminimin napsa hit olduğunu gösteren süper şarkı
  
  "i’m not afraid to take a stand"
• özel hayatındaki onca çalkantıya rağmen eserlerinin kalitesini asla düşürmeyen istikrar abidesi eminem'in başka bir nefis eseri.
• süper bir drum cover'ı olan eminem şarkısı. ahanda:
  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pqlnodjtajo
• nakarat sözleri beraber yürüdük biz bu yollarda'yı hatırlatan şarkı.