ride

• 10 dakikalık harika bir klibe sahip olan lana del rey şarkısı.
  
  klipte geçen monolog şu şekilde -az çok- :
  i was in the winter of my life- and the men i met along the road were my only summer. at night i fell sleep with vision of myself dancing and laughing and crying with them. three year down the line of being on an endless world tour and memories of them were the only things that sustained me, and my only real happy times. i was a singer, not very popular one, who once has dreams of becoming a beautiful poet- but upon an unfortunate series of events saw those dreams dashed and divided like million stars in the night sky that i wished on over and over again- sparkling and broken. but i really didn't mind because i knew that it takes getting everything you ever wanted and then losing it to know what true freedom is.
  
  when the people i used to know found out what i had been doing, how i had been living- they asked me why. but there's no use in talking to people who have a home, they have no idea what its like to seek safety in other people, for home to be wherever you lied you head.
  
  i was always an unusual girl, my mother told me that i had a chameleon soul. no moral compass pointing me due north, no fixed personality. just an inner indecisiviness that was as wide as wavering as the ocean. and if i said that i didn't plan for it to turn out this way i'd be lying- because i was born to be the other woman. i belonged to no one- who belonged to everyone, who had nothing- who wanted everything with a fire for every experience and an obssesion for freedom that terrified me to the point that i couldn't even talk about- and pushed me to a nomadic point of madness that both dazzlez and dizzied me.
  
  every night i used to pray that i'd find my people- and finally i did- on the open road. we have nothing to lose, nothing to gain, nothing we desired anymore- except to make our lives into a work of art.
  
  live fast. die young. be wild. and have fun.
  
  i believe in the country america used to be. i belive in the person i want to become, i believe in the freedom of the open road. and my motto is the same as ever- *i believe in the kindness of strangers. and when i'm at war with myself- i ride. i just ride.*
  
  who are you? are you in touch with all your darkest fantasies?
  have you created a life for yourself where you're free to experience them?
  i have.
  i am fucking crazy. but i am free.
• elektra kompleksli bir klibi olan güzel şarkı. özellikle klip dedeleri için prostatta rövaşata olmuş. yalnız lana del rey yeni saç modeliyle "akşam düğüne gittikten sonra sabah ofise taranmamış yarı yapılı saçla gelen kadın" havası yakalamış.
• lana del rey mükemmel şarkısı; şiiri kısmı da ayrı bir mükemmeldir, özellikle de şu kısmı;
  
  ''...upon an unfortunate series of events
  saw those dreams dashed and divided
  like a million stars in the night sky
  that ı wished on over and over again
  sparkling and broken
  then didn't really mind
  because ı knew that it takes getting everything you ever wanted
  and then losing it
  to know what true freedom is
  when the people ı used to know
  found out what ı had been doing
  how ı'd been living
  they asked me why
  but there's no use in talking to people that have a home.
  
  anladığım kadarıyla türkçesi de;
  
  peşisıra gelen talihsiz olaylarla
  tekrar tekrar dilediğim hayallerin
  geceleri gökyüzünde parlayan ve sönen
  milyonlarca yıldız gibi yıkıldığını ve parçalandığını gördüm.
  fazla aldırmadım çünkü istediğin herşeye sahip olmanın
  gerçek özgürlüğün ne olduğunu
  unutmak olabileceğini biliyordum.
  tanıdığım insanlar ne yaptığımı,
  nasıl yaşadığımı anlayınca
  bana neden diye sordular.
  fakat bir eve sahip olan insanlarla bunu konuşmanın bir faydası yoktur.
• lana del rey böyle şarkılar yapmadan önce kaç milyon kişinin ruhsal durumuna tecavüz edeceğini önceden düşünmeli. tamamen düşüncesizce yapılmış 10 dakikalık depresif hayalim. mutsuzluktan mutlu oldum ulan.
• klibiyle ağlak ağlak durduğu için vermek istediği özgür kız imgesinden ziyade özgür kız olma yolunda kötü yola düşmüş kız imgesini öne çıkaran lana del rey şarkısı.
  
  ayrıca (bkz: açmayın dedeler)
• kendisini tanimasam da, entrylerine soyle bir bakinca, dusuncelerini soylemekteki inadini takdir ettigim yazar. kendi gibi olmayanlara bu kadar kati yargilarla yaklasan, etiketleme hevesiyle insanlari orospu, ibne diye kategorize edip, yargilayanlarin girla gittigi bir ortamda; aliyor oldugu muhtemel tepkilere ragmen, bu kadar acikca durusunu belli etmek yurek ister bence.
• http://i.imgur.com/6ndbk.jpg
  uğraştım, evet.
• uyarı: lana del rey şarkılarının %80'inde olduğu gibi bağımlılık yapmaktadır. bir yerde falan yanlışlıkla denk gelirseniz 10 gün boyunca sürekli kendinizi (içinizden de olsa) söylerken bulabilirsiniz.
  
  sonuç: (bkz: fevkaladenin fevkinde)
• lana del rey'in aşmış eseri.
  
  evde gecenin bi' vakti tek başına dinlerken herkesi geride bırakıp başka yerlere gitme isteği uyandırıyor.
• lana del rey şarkısının sözleri.
  
  mm-mm-mm-mm, mm-mm-mm,
  mm-mm-mm-mm, mm-mm-mm.
  
  i’ve been out on that open road,
  you can be my full time daddy,
  white and gold.
  
  singing blues has been gettin’ old,
  you can be my full time baby,
  hot or cold.
  
  don’t break me down,
  (don’t break me down),
  i’ve been drivin’ too long,
  (i’ve been drivin’ too long),
  i’ve been tryin’ too hard,
  (i’ve been tryin’ too hard),
  with one pretty song,
  (with one pretty song, oh).
  
  i hear the birds on the summer breeze,
  i drive fast, i am alone in the night.
  been tryin’ hard not to get into trouble,
  but i, i’ve got a war in my mind.
  
  so, i just ride, just ride,
  i just ride, i just ride.
  
  dyin’ young and i’m playing hard,
  that’s they way my father made his,
  life an art.
  
  drink all day and we talk 'til dark
  that's the way the road dogs do it, ride 'til dark
  
  don’t leave me now,
  (don’t leave me now),
  don’t say goodbye,
  (don’t say goodbye),
  don’t turn around,
  (don’t turn around),
  leave me high and dry.
  
  i hear the birds on the summer breeze,
  i drive fast, i am alone in the night.
  been tryin’ hard not to get into trouble,
  but i, i’ve got a war in my mind.
  
  i just ride, just ride,
  i just ride, i just ride.
  
  i’m tired of feeling,
  like i’m fuckin’ crazy!
  i’m tired of drivin’,
  till i see stars in my eyes!
  all i’ve got to keep
  myself sane, baby,
  so i just drive, i just ride!
  
  hear the birds on the summer breeze,
  i drive fast, i am alone in the night.
  been tryin’ hard not to get into trouble,
  but i, i’ve got a war in my mind.
  
  i just ride, just ride,
  i just ride, i just ride.