stan

• eminem adli $ahsin nadir olarak sevdigim parcalarindan biri..o kadinin sesi ne guzel oyle..
• dido adli bir insan imi$ kendisi . hic duymami$tim daha onceden . ve benim de nadir sevdigim parcalarindan biri olma ozelligini barindirior .
  
  (bkz: the real slim shady)
  (bkz: the way i am)
• monkey islanddaki "eskimolara buzdolabi satarim" mode on satici. (bkz: seller)
• muhtesem bir vokal
  muhtesem bir muzik
  muhtesem bir konu
  muhtesem sozler
  ishte stan butun bunlarin bulustugu nokta
  eminem'i sevdirecek bir sarki
• (bkz: dido)
• *
  
  {chorus: dido}
  
  my tea's gone cold i'm wondering why i..
  got out of bed at all
  the morning rain clouds up my window..
  and i can't see at all
  and even if i could it'll all be gray,
  but your picture on my wall
  it reminds me, that it's not so bad,
  it's not so bad..
  
  1st chorus: volume gradually grows over raindrop background
  2nd chorus: full volume with beat right after "thunder" noise
  
  [eminem as 'stan']
  dear slim, i wrote but you still ain't callin
  i left my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the bottom
  i sent two letters back in autumn, you must not-a got 'em
  there probably was a problem at the post office or somethin
  sometimes i scribble addresses too sloppy when i jot 'em
  but anyways; fuck it, what's been up? man how's your daughter?
  my girlfriend's pregnant too, i'm bout to be a father
  if i have a daughter, guess what i'ma call her?
  i'ma name her bonnie
  i read about your uncle ronnie too i'm sorry
  i had a friend kill himself over some bitch who didn't want him
  i know you probably hear this everyday, but i'm your biggest fan
  i even got the underground shit that you did with skam
  i got a room full of your posters and your pictures man
  i like the shit you did with rawkus too, that shit was fat
  anyways, i hope you get this man, hit me back,
  just to chat, truly yours, your biggest fan
  this is stan
  
  {chorus: dido}
  
  [eminem as 'stan']
  dear slim, you still ain't called or wrote, i hope you have a chance
  i ain't mad - i just think it's fucked up you don't answer fans
  if you didn't wanna talk to me outside your concert
  you didn't have to, but you coulda signed an autograph for matthew
  that's my little brother man, he's only six years old
  we waited in the blistering cold for you,
  four hours and you just said, "no."
  that's pretty shitty man - you're like his fuckin idol
  he wants to be just like you man, he likes you more than i do
  i ain't that mad though, i just don't like bein lied to
  remember when we met in denver - you said if i'd write you
  you would write back - see i'm just like you in a way
  i never knew my father neither;
  he used to always cheat on my mom and beat her
  i can relate to what you're saying in your songs
  so when i have a shitty day, i drift away and put 'em on
  cause i don't really got shit else so that shit helps when i'm depressed
  i even got a tattoo of your name across the chest
  sometimes i even cut myself to see how much it bleeds
  it's like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me
  see everything you say is real, and i respect you cause you tell it
  my girlfriend's jealous cause i talk about you 24/7
  but she don't know you like i know you slim, no one does
  she don't know what it was like for people like us growin up
  you gotta call me man, i'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose
  sincerely yours, stan -- p.s.
  we should be together too
  
  {chorus: dido}
  
  [eminem as 'stan']
  dear mister-i'm-too-good-to-call-or-write-my-fans,
  this'll be the last package i ever send your ass
  it's been six months and still no word - i don't deserve it?
  i know you got my last two letters;
  i wrote the addresses on 'em perfect
  so this is my cassette i'm sending you, i hope you hear it
  i'm in the car right now, i'm doing 90 on the freeway
  hey slim, i drank a fifth of vodka, you dare me to drive?
  you know the song by phil collins, "in the air of the night"
  about that guy who coulda saved that other guy from drowning
  but didn't, then phil saw it all, then at a a show he found him?
  that's kinda how this is, you coulda rescued me from drowning
  now it's too late - i'm on a 1000 downers now, i'm drowsy
  and all i wanted was a lousy letter or a call
  i hope you know i ripped +all+ of your pictures off the wall
  i love you slim, we coulda been together, think about it
  you ruined it now, i hope you can't sleep and you dream about it
  and when you dream i hope you can't sleep and you scream about it
  i hope your conscience eats at you and you can't breathe without me
  see slim; {*screaming*} shut up bitch! i'm tryin to talk!
  hey slim, that's my girlfriend screamin in the trunk
  but i didn't slit her throat, i just tied her up, see i ain't like you
  cause if she suffocates she'll suffer more, and then she'll die too
  well, gotta go, i'm almost at the bridge now
  oh shit, i forgot, how'm i supposed to send this shit out?
  {*car tires squeal*} {*crash*}
  .. {*brief silence*} .. {*loud splash*}
  
  {chorus: dido}
  
  [eminem]
  dear stan, i meant to write you sooner but i just been busy
  you said your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is she?
  look, i'm really flattered you would call your daughter that
  and here's an autograph for your brother,
  i wrote it on the starter cap
  i'm sorry i didn't see you at the show, i musta missed you
  don't think i did that shit intentionally just to diss you
  but what's this shit you said about you like to cut your wrists too?
  i say that shit just clownin dogg,
  c'mon - how fucked up is you?
  you got some issues stan, i think you need some counseling
  to help your ass from bouncing off the walls when you get down some
  and what's this shit about us meant to be together?
  that type of shit'll make me not want us to meet each other
  i really think you and your girlfriend need each other
  or maybe you just need to treat her better
  i hope you get to read this letter, i just hope it reaches you in time
  before you hurt yourself, i think that you'll be doin just fine
  if you relax a little, i'm glad i inspire you but stan
  why are you so mad? try to understand, that i do want you as a fan
  i just don't want you to do some crazy shit
  i seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick
  some dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge
  and had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was pregnant with his kid
  and in the car they found a tape, but they didn't say who it was to
  come to think about, his name was.. it was you
  damn!
  
  *
• nakarat kismi harbiden hos, kadinin sesi etkileyici
• şevki diye türkçe cover'ı yapılmış şarkı.. sözler yarmış bitirmiş, süper bi prodüksiyon olmuş..
• (stan/ows) yeşilköy'de yaşayan, işık uni'li elman hasanov'un belalısı insan. umarım yakında turntable alacak ve piyasaya balıklama atlayacak.. remedy ile takıla takıla kullanmaya başladığı blabla.. di mi lafını sonunda bana da geçirdi.. walla helal olsun.. ayrıca hep beraber galatasaray'ın kombinesini alcaz inşallah bu sene.. 13 yıldır çıkarmadığı gözlükleriyle dünyaya farklı bi pencereden bakan stan'in eminem'le uzaktan yakından alakası yok, ama iyi bi eminem ve southpark fanatiği..
• bu kadar geç tanışmış olmamı kayıp olarak saydığım kişi.
  sıcak, samimi, geyik kişilik.
  angut okulumdaki (bkz: isik üniversitesi) sayılı süper insandan biri.