here for now

• ani difranco'nun eglenceli ve hareketli $arkisi.. en sevdigim $arkisi hatta. sozleri ise;
  
  i bet you're wondering if you woke today
  just to learn why the caged bird sings
  i bet you're wondering if the goddesses are all crazy
  or just keeping it interesting
  situated slightly outside society
  at odds with its odd offerings
  i bet you're teetering on the edge of sobriety
  just to alleviate a few things
  
  like the fear that you're standing here
  because you want to be liked
  like you know you need your instrument
  but does your instrument need to be mic'd
  and you keep imagining that pretty soon
  you will just disappear
  and thinking that one thing is what saves you from
  your fear of being here
  here for now, you're here for now, you're here for now
  
  i bet you're looking for the little red 'x'
  next to the red arrow and the sign says 'you are here'
  i bet you're hoping that your heart will send up the white flag this time
  or some sign that the coast is clear
  and the moment when your heart jumps in all that's happening
  it's like the first time you felt that shock
  yes, your heart jumps in all that's happening
  and i was right behind the door when you knocked
  
  thinking maybe i'm just standing here
  because i want to be liked
  yes, i know i need my instrument
  but does my instrument need to me mic'd
  i keep imagining that pretty soon
  i will just disappear
  and thinking that one thing is what saves me from
  my fear of being here
  here for now, i'm here for now, i'm here for now
  here for now, i'm here for now, i'm here for now