leafless

• orphanage - by time alone'dan bir şarkı.
  
  in my roots underground
  bits of grief still remain
  lingering memories
  replacing joy by pain
  in my roots underneath
  my silent cries grind and burn
  shaping my own defeat
  to the point of no return
  you are leaving me to cope with my scars
  ignoring me for what ?
  i don't know
  former joy burnt down and decayed
  all that might have been turned to hate
  dew washed away by the rain
  acid bitterness eats me
  it burns a hole in my crust
  seedlings of our trust
  won't grow no more
  
  leafless you left me
  as leaves fell down to earth
  
  naked i became when you left
  lonely is the wood of my trunc
  where in the whirl of your thoughts was the reason anyway
  seasons nature's cure for my shame
  in time my branches will grow again
  spring, winter's foe has arrived
  blooming i once did ...
  and will do again ...
  
  what did i do wrong to lose your trust?
  the tree thats me was shook
  you turned your back and left
  can't you see i was afraid of you
  and of that higher tree
  that took the sun away
  it all happened much too fast for me
  and what you didn't know:
  your tears were acid rain
  browning my green