septic schizo

• at the time of my last pain
  i scream, so i can run away
  what i see front of me
  is only reflections of my insanity
  
  throwing me to the present
  alone almost in despair
  my head throws itself against the wall
  making blood flow free of me
  to be born again, it ll be a sad destiny
  to seek death when it's inside of myself
  i throw up trying to out it out
  i try to sleep sitting on the cold ground
  
  reminders from the past
  repulsion of the present
  fear of the future
  septic schizo (x3)
  
  stained blood on the face
  i see that my life goes by in front of me
  as an old movie, i feel not proud of anything
  i've done
  i scorn myself with anguish
  
  my nerves are blowing
  inside of me sky my skin burns
  i sink my toes on the ground
  i wanna quit; but i don't wanna enter another place
  
  i'm marked and wounded, the decaying of my thoughts
  the rotten smell on my skin
  the cold body, thrown and forgotten
  i can see things, but i'm blinded to the world...
  
  schizophrenia albümünün 7. parçası olan sepultura parçası.