father

• timo tolkki'nin hymn to life albümünden deneysel nitelikli 1 üretim. gerek müzik şeklinde tanımlanamaz 1 yapım olmasıyla gerek de baba sevgisi aşılayan sözleriyle (2.si ironi;msg atıp bik bik yapana hadoken çekerim) kendimden geçmeme sebep olmuş 1 yapım.
  
  the smell of your breath, it makes me sick
  your naked body lying on the floor
  i want to kill you hut you did it yourself
  you killed my innocence
  you drunken fuck
  i hate you
  i piss on your grave and curse your memory
  
  i was always there in the family hell
  i was in your way and you hit me
  you cut your wrists and jumped from the 4th floor
  i was the last one who saw you alive
  you drunken fuck
  i hate you
  i kill you
  i damage you
  i bury you
  
  i wish you would have been there to watch me grow
  guiding me with wisdom, love and patience
  telling me that you love me and showing it to me
  making this world a safe place to be
  
  you hurt me so much that i don't know if i'm ever gonna be whole
  but i want you to know that i'm gonna try
  still after all that you did i miss you
  and the rose and the letter that i brought to your grave
  tells you about my longing
  
  so i say goodbye to you now after 23 years
  you were just a moment of my life and i got to continue
  maybe one day i will be able to forgive you
  until then goodbye