only for the weak

• i can't tolerate your sadness
  cause it's me you're drowning
  i won't allow any hapiness
  cause everytime you laugh, i feel so guilty
  
  i blame the needs that you feed
  cause selfish eyes would not see
  
  am i forced to have any regret?
  i've become the lie, beutiful and free
  in my righteous own mind
  i adore and preach the insanity you gave
  
  sell me the infection, it's only for the weak
  no need for sympathy, the misery that is me
  no need for sympathy, it's only for the weak)
  on bleeding knees i accept my fate
  
  i've lost the ability to paint the clouds
  cause it's me you're draining
  i'm stuck in this slow-motion dark day
  cause everytime you run, i fall behind
  
  far away is a place where i hide
  the truth that have to be locked away
  
  and so i hear my voice again
  the tale of the bitter man, here i am
  shake the silence and hear what it says
  the tranquil pride that become the lie