the gift

• bir seether şarkısı. karma and effect albümünden.
  
  tarifini de yazayim tam olsun
  
  hold me now i need to feel relief
  like i never wanted anything
  i suppose i'll let this go and find a reason i'll hold on to
  i'm so ashamed of defeat
  and i'm out of reason to believe in me
  i'm out of trying to get by
  
  i'm so afraid of the gift you give me
  i don't belong here and i'm not well
  i'm so ashamed of the lie i'm living
  right on the wrong side of it all
  
  i can't face myself when i wake up
  and look inside a mirror
  i'm so ashamed of that thing
  i suppose i'll let it go
  untill i have something more to say for me
  i'm so afraid of defeat
  and i'm out of reason to believe in me
  i'm out of trying to defy
  
  i'm so afraid of the gift you give me
  i don't belong here and i'm not well
  i'm so ashamed of the lie i'm living
  right on the wrong side of it all
  
  hold me now i need to feel complete
  like i matter to the one i need
  
  i'm so afraid of the gift you give me
  i don't belong here and i'm not well
  i'm so ashamed of the lie i'm living
  right on the wrong side of it all
  
  now i'm ashamed of this
  i am so ashamed of this
  now i'm so ashamed of this
  i am so ashamed of me...