even if i don't

• rachael yamagata'nın chesapeake isimli albümünün ilk şarkısı. sözleri şöyle:
  
  i miss you most in the morning
  most every morning
  i wake up thinking
  i could call
  i could come visit
  i could come running
  we could relive it
  
  but when i think of all that we've been through
  going back to you
  seems such a foolish thing to do
  i hope you know
  that even if i don't
  i wanted to
  
  all those words
  you said at the ending
  were pretty revealing
  and i can't forget them
  all those ways
  we missed at connecting
  despite all our trying
  it always came back to
  what i couldn't give you
  
  so when i think of starting up again
  or trying to be friends
  it seems impossible to do
  i hope you know
  that even if we can't
  i wanted to
  
  who knows why
  two people perfectly aligned
  should ever have to find themselves apart
  i'll never understand my heart
  
  i miss you
  most in the morning
  most every morning
  i wake up crying