float to escape

• cemetery of scream'in deeppression albümünden bi $arki...
  
  cold waves
  of the foaming flood
  over the lowland
  of gray soil
  the flowin' like an impulse
  from hearth to the brain
  impulse of salvation
  when i was dying
  
  driving the darkness away
  closing the eyes
  tryin' to escape
  from the finality
  buyin' moments
  without the haggle
  changin' soul into the matter
  to sell it for the breath
  
  tell me how did it happen
  when i was touchin' your thoughts
  when i was tryin' to tell
  tell what i'm afraid of
  how did it happen...
  
  sentenced for the blaze in a fog
  laugh's chokin' the throat
  laugh empty as the streets
  during a dusk
  
  to find onself
  in the middle of huge ocean of world
  walkin' the dirty'n'grey pavement
  in the silence of solitude
  in the clatter of the city
  
  to stay with face wet of rain
  with longing for the dreams that passed
  feelin' the joy of the empty moment
  stuck in my memory
  
  then start to go again
  with raised head
  in to the whirl of life
  so impenetrable.