dark waters

• evergreyin in search of truth albumunden bi sarki:
  
  twilight
  still not dark
  the snow on the ground sheds some light
  a silhouette not taller than a child
  appears in the doorway
  too strange to be real yet too real to be a dream
  immense fear grabs a hold of me
  i'm paralysed numb and naked
  branches passes me i see treetops beneath me
  a floor in grey below me slowly shuts like an iris
  
  activity - and all turns black once again
  lunacy - my weakness force me to follow
  encountering a depth of hate never seen
  blood runs cold i cease exist and my soul is hollow
  
  deprived of all pride
  i've been stripped of all value
  i'm worth nothing here
  and i know no-one
  
  she stares at me
  at least i perceive her as a she
  and she speaks to me i can hear her
  her lips doesn't move
  why can't i be left alone to live my life in harmony
  the visitors by night makes this a living nightmare
  
  deprived of all pride
  i've been stripped of all value
  worth nothing here
  and i know no-one
  
  deprived of all pride
  i've been stripped of all value
  worth nothing here
  and i know no-one
  deprived of all pride
  i've been stripped of all value
  on the other side
  of the dark waters