drowning

• spongeun rotting pinata sinin en bunalim sarkisidir. ama en guzellerinden de biridir.
  
  will i hate tomorrow
  will i hate what i can't see
  i'm doubting should i walk around it
  try to be what i can't be i'm dying
  
  i'm not happy anymore i'm just not happy anymore
  i'm drownin'
  suppose you painted the castle of auvers
  but everything you did came alive
  and if you painted all these things just to
  please me and if you could read my mind
  i would never be happy what will change tomorrow
  in this sea within a sea i'm blinded
  
  how long will i be down here i'm out of air
  i can not breath i'm drownin'