a man inside my mouth

• bir cure sarkisi..
  
  (bkz: the cure)
  i woke up at seven and my body was vibrating
  i was wrapped up in a blanket
  i was grey
  damp and sore
  the bedroom was an engine and my heartbeat was erratic
  (like i think i'm at the racing
  like the night before)
  i remember one girl standing
  one was sitting on the ground
  one was holding me up
  the other pulling me down
  and i couldn't decide which one was real
  because there wasn't a sound
  (like i was pregnant again...)
  
  "don't move don't blink don't even breathe" she said
  "or the photograph will spoil
  and cut you off at the head"
  so i was sucking
  i was suncking like a fat lady would
  but i couldn't hold it down another second
  (bleagh!)
  "don't twitch don't shout don't think don't even breathe" she said
  "or the photograph will spoil and cut you off at the head"
  so i was sweating
  i was sweating like a fat lady would
  and i woke up
  with a man inside my mouth
  (this won't hurt at all)