emptiness

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  rejected like the fallen angel cast out from this life
  i am a victim of my desires
  a monument of my pain an empty shell devoid of emotion
  in ivory black i am painted dead
  enthralled by beauty yearning for bliss
  i sacrificed myself to fulfill my dreams
  i saw the sun and i felt it`s warmth
  and i reached out my hand to love and life embraced
  by melanholic euphony
  i knew i was at the mercy of the parasites like fallen fruit
  to be drained from life and i cried in the midst of my ebony meadows
  i was dancing with the dead i was lost in a strain of silence
  i was one with emptiness at the shore of the black sea
  where the birds are silent i cursed her name
  i saw the death of the sun
  i tasted the tears of heaven and
  i saw it all pass by bleeding dry losing hope i used to love, i used to care
  now deprived from all that matters to me
  my words mean nothing my emotions are dead my dreams are empty
  if she only knew oh i wish she knew
  i close my eyes and i sigh