time stand still

• sopor aeternus şarkısı
  
  that little mountain raises (silently)
  while other dissolve into a plain
  time redefines itself (irrationally)
  and falls in sadness grain by grain...
  
  "time heals all the wounds"
  the two-tongued echo seems to say
  but nothing, nothing changes
  still pain remains, won't pass away.
  
  i went weak, as i grew old
  and time itself has made me slow
  and as i close my hand in darkness
  a thousand seasons come and go...
  
  mighty enought to cover all
  and also cruel enough to reveal
  but the wounds and scars i carry
  neither force nor kiss can heal...
  
  no, time heals nothing, nothing, nothing
  spitefully turns away and laughts
  leaves you half-broken and defiance
  is only added another scar...
  
  call it "blind" how i am writhing
  counting hours, centuries
  the pain it grows and glows in tides
  unable to vanish, unwilling to cease...
  
  no, time heals nothing, nothing, nothing
  pushes 'till we're diping into different flesh
  time heals nothing, nothing, nothing
  just a polarity of inner flames...
  
  time's finger claw, i'm losing hold
  there is no hope for me on earth
  time either still or maybe rushing
  in any case it will turn out worse...
  
  time is fleeting, time stands still
  it stops for no-one, and we're trapped within
  thought i may dream of the light
  i am falling back into the left-hand side...
  
  how i wish that i was dead
  and rest in final peace
  but even the luxury of death
  can't cure the wounds time cannot heal...