you were a kindness

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  ı was in a fog, ı didn't notice everything
  was coming all apart inside of me
  there wasn't anyway for anyone to settle in
  you made a slow disaster out of me
  there's a radiant darkness upon us
  ı don't want you to worry
  ı was careful but nothing is harmless
  baby, you better hurry
  
  you were a kindness when ı was a stranger
  but ı wouldn't ask for what ı didn't need
  everything's weird and we're always in danger
  why would you shatter somebody like me?
  
  ıt doesn't work that way
  wanting not to want you won't make it so
  ıt doesn't work that way
  don't leave me here alone
  
  ı'll do what ı can to be a confident wreck
  can't feel this way forever, ı mean
  there wasn't any way for anyone to settle in
  you made a slow disaster out of me
  there's a radiant darkness upon us
  but ı don't want you to worry
  ı was careful but nothing is harmless
  baby, you better hurry
  
  you were a kindness when ı was a stranger
  but ı wouldn't ask for what ı didn't need
  everything's weird and we're always in danger
  why would you shatter somebody like
  
  ıt doesn't work that way
  wanting not to want you doesn't make it so
  ıt doesn't work that way
  don't leave me here alone
  ıt doesn't work that way
  wanting not to want you doesn't make it so
  ıt doesn't work that way
  don't leave me here alone