a glance of misperception

• 2011 çıkışlı the cimmerian years albümünde yer alan thurisaz şarkısı.
  
  i looked myself in the eyes
  perhaps a glance of misperception
  the weary twilight in my soul
  i long for comforting words
  
  i'm scared but i try to smile
  repentant for all my sins
  will i ever be the same again?
  
  i'll wait to face the prison of my life
  the remnant of old and painful memories
  imperceptible to come, yet so harmful to all
  i taste love and hate
  a blindfold for a clear insight
  
  incomprehensible delusions and denial
  i agonize my self-hatred
  i reminisce the endless afterbirth
  i fall on my knees
  and surrender to my demise
  
  i conceal myself right now
  just in case your darker half should try to get out
  is it all worth while?
  'cause near the end we all long to die