diffidentia

• nu metal kivaminda ogelerle beraber oldukca sakin pasajlar da iceren bir pain of salvation eseridir. guzel olmakla beraber kanimca be albumunde lilium cruentus'un golgesinde kalmaktadir
• sözleri aşşağıdaki gibi vuku bulmuş şarkıdır..
  
  diffidentia (breaching the core)
  
  exitus - drifting ii
  music, lyrics and arrangements by daniel gildenlöw
  
  imago:
  (i will never submit to all the things you've said god!)
  no!
  
  we're breaching the core - we're breaching the core
  we're breaching the core - we're breaching...
  
  to taste it
  to touch it
  cut my hand
  to crave it
  enslave it
  pluck my eye
  
  i can never submit to all the things you’ve said god
  if you want me dead, i’m right here god
  but fear is a funny thing god
  in that it gives you the strength to resist just about anything god
  and friend turns to enemy
  so easily
  when you defend your legacy with guilt
  and talk of blasphemy
  god
  you know
  you created a golden cage for you sheep
  a stage too wide and deep for us to even see the play
  but hey
  you know what they say about catching the bird
  but you can’t make it sing?
  you lose the bird the second it loses its wings
  just like i reckon you will lose your herd
  to choirs of ”i am, i am, i am”
  and mountains and mountains of money and things!
  
  we're breaching the core - all breaching
  we're breaching the core - still breaching
  
  animae:
  "help me i’m starting to fade
  save me i’m drifting away"
  
  imago:
  but we can change
  we can change...?
  i said we can change!
  
  we can change, we can change - still breaching...
  we can change, we can change - still breaching...
  
  i hold it
  i’m never
  letting go
  i settle for rash rather than risk going to slow
  i sought it
  i killed it
  but now i know
  i'm left somewhat broken but i won't let it show
  hear me now!
  
  animae:
  "man is shattered
  i am shattered
  my shards have become shards of their own
  pieces of pieces, impossible to put back together
  spending their lives seeking a context they were always a part of
  and so, they leave the context
  and we shrink
  i fade
  and nothing more can be learnt or taught
  i have no choice but to leave them to their own devices
  i have come to understand one thing and one thing alone
  one little piece of understanding
  glowing through this void of blankness and clean slates
  like a beacon of hope
  or just a reminder that i was always wrong:
  
  searching for yourself is like looking for the house you stand in
  how could you possibly find it?
  it’s everywhere
  it’s all you know
  and there are no other points of reference"
  
  animae:
  help me i’m starting to fade
  save me, i'm drifting away
  help me, i'm dying now
  (imago: what are these stains? they stay, stay when it rains...)
  curtains before my final bow
  (imago: ...burning my skin. it's burning... burning... burning my skin!)
  drifting, just drifting away
  (imago: burning... take it away, it's burning me... burning my skin!)
  leaving with all that’s still left to say
  (imago: now life... now life... fails our kin!)
  i failed
  i failed
  we failed
  we failed...
• be'ye giriş şarkısıdır.. albümün tümü gibi mükemmeldir.. ayrıca jordan rudess'ın günde 3 öğün dinlemesi gereken şarkıdır.. bir klavye bu kadar mı basit çalınır.. bir şarkıya o basitlikle bu kadar mı ruh katar..
• ezan okunurken dinlenmesi insanı ciddi bir kavram kargaşasına sürükleyecek şarkıdır bu. lakin bir yandan "i can never submit to all the things you said god" (söylediğin herşeyi kabullenemem tanrım) denirken bir yandan "haydi namaza " içerikli bi msg duymak kafa karıştırır...durup düşünülür..albüm bi daha dinlenir..sonra bir daha , bir daha.....(bkz: bu böyle gider)
• baslarken hep ama hep high hopes baslıyo sandıgım sonra giren gitarlarla afalladıgım yarmıs eser..
• çok ama çok güzeldir. her notasıyla her tınısıyla her sözcüğüyle. neredeyse her dinlediğimde (bişeyler yaparken çaldığında değil de gerçekten dinlediğimde) ağlıyorum. emin değilim neden. konserde de ağlattı bu şarkı. dokunur.
• pain of salvation'ın güzel şarkıları arasından sıyrılıp efsane niteliği alabilen şarkılarından biri.bunu seven pos insanlarına sempati duyuyorum lan