i do not want this

• sözlerini de yazayım tam olsun bir nine inch nails şarkısıdır:
  
  i'm losing ground
  you know how this world can beat you down
  i'm made of clay
  i fear i'm the only one who thinks this way
  i'm always falling down the same hill
  bamboo puncturing this skin
  and nothing comes bleeding out of me just like a waterfall i'm drowning in
  2 feet below the surface i can still make out your wavy face
  and if i could just reach you maybe i could leave this place
  i do not want this
  i do not want this
  i do not want this
  i do not want this
  don't you tell me how i feel
  don't you tell me how i feel
  don't you tell me how i feel
  you don't know just how i feel
  i stay inside my bed
  i have lived so many lives all in my head
  don't tell me that you care
  there really isn't anything, is there?
  you would know, wouldn't you?
  you extend your hand to those who suffer
  to those who know what it really feels like
  to those who've had a taste
  like that means something
  and oh so sick i am
  and maybe i don't have a choice
  and maybe that is all i have
  and maybe this is a cry for help
  i do not want this
  i do not want this
  i do not want this
  i do not want this
  don't you tell me how i feel
  don't you tell me how i feel
  don't you tell me how i feel
  you don't know just how i feel
  
  i want to know everything
  i want to be everywhere
  i want to fuck everyone in the world
  i want to do something that matters
• 1994 çıkışlı the downward spiral^* albümünün 8. parçasıdır.
• depresyonu en iyi tanımlayabilen 3-5 albümden biri olan the downward spiral‘da yer alan, depresyonu tanımlayabilecek en iyi 3-5 parçadan biri.